Monday, March 31, 2014

Ugaadi rojuna uthsaahangaa,ullaasangaa

Ninna konchem kallu thirigaayani akkayya nannu yemi chesukovaddani cheppindi. kaabatti vanta ,ginta anthaa cancel. anthaa akkayya vaalla intlone.inka madyaahnam nidram pattanappudu balavanthangaa pandukovatam yendukani lechi,devudu saamaanulu,vigrahaalu anni kadugukuntu koorchunnaanu. Saayanthram pani ammaayi vachchi illu vaakillu kadigi petti vellindi.Saayanthrame Radha angadiki velli tenkaaya,bellam,arati pallu ,alaa kaavalasinavi thechchukunnaanu. cheekati padina tharuvaatha akkayya nenu pandaga roju yemi cheyyaali ani tharjana bharjanalu chesukunnaamu. Akkayyaku paayasam,nimmakaaya pulihora,maamidi kaaya pachchadi ,mokka jonna ginjalatho vadalu nenu chesthaanani cheppaanu. akkayya vadalu chesthaanandi. perugu vadalu chesthaanantene ani condition pettaanu.sare andi. inka appatikappudu nenu,akkayya angadiki velli paala packet cheviri vesukunedaaniki,inka akkayyaku kaavaalsina chinna chinna items konukkoni vachchaamu. actual gaa nenu okka daanne velli vasthaanu ani cheppaanu. kaani inti mundara kukkalu OOOH ANI arusthunnaayi. nenu gate daggara aagipoye tappatiki akkayya koodaa thodu vachchindi. Subhodayam! navodayam! podduna lechi inka poolu kosukoni,mirapakaayalu ,karepaaku kosukonnaanu. Baava appatike maamidi mandalu thalupulaku pettesaadu.nenu inkonni intlo devudi room lopettukune daaniki kosaanu.maamidi pindelu ninnane thechchukunnaamu amma vaalla intiki velli.vepa pootha yedurinti Suda ichchindi.inka thalaku posukoni ugaadi pachchadi chesi,poojaku koorchunnaanu. sthimithangaa pooja chesukunnaanu. pooja ayi,karpooram veluguthu vundagaane video theesaanu,pillalaku pampinchedaaniki. inthalo akkayya,Suda vachchaaru. vaallakiddariki thaamboolam ichchaanu. akkayya semiya isthaanandi,paayasam chesedaaniki. inka akkayya intiki velli akkada dannam pettukoni,semiya thechchukunnaanu. akkayya,nenu Suda vaalla intiki koodaa velli akkada dannam pettukoni,thaamboolam theesukoni vachchaamu. Inka iddaramu vanta chesedaaniki nadumu biginchaamu.pannendu lopala iddariki vanta ayipoindi. ichchuko vaayanam,puchcukuntinamma vaayanam annatlu nenu chesinavi akkayya,Sudalaku ichchaanu.vaallu chesinavi nenu thechchukunnaanu. Lakki,Vinny phone chesi happy ugadi cheppaaru. inka raathriki Vikky tho maatlaadaali.moththaaniki pandaga prasaanthangaa,aahlaadangaa ,aanandangaa jarigindi.happy gaa,nischinthagaa vunnaanu.happy Ugaadi to every one!!!!

Saturday, March 29, 2014

Garvishti garvabhangam

Impartial gaa assess chesthe nenu chaalaa below average. Nijaaniki prathi. Ishayam lo below average,chaalaa vaatillo poor. Kaani naa manasu aee nagna sathyaalanu acceptc heyadu. Naaku chaalaa garvam,nenu mugguru akka chellellaloki poduggaa vuntaanani. Naaku manchi,podugaati juttu vundani.ippudu gundu.a di vere vishayam.naa voice lo confidence vuntundani. Nenu yevarini lekka cheyanani.active gaa,alert gaa vuntaanani.sharp gaa vuntaanani,quick witvundani,fast gaa nadusthaanani,fast gaa raasthaanani. Patience yekkuvani,quick decision theesukuntaanani. Nenu chaalaas traight gaa,thala yeththukoni nadusthaanani garvam.aakhariki prasad ICU lo vundetappudu raathrillu nidra lekapoinaa,smart gaa,active gaa vunnaanu. Adhairya padaledu,bhayapadaledu. Nenu vunnaanu pRasad ki thodugaa,prasad ki yemi kaadu ani dheemaa. Alaaa nipinchina 24hours lopala kaalu beniki,kuntukuntu nadichaanu oka nelanthaa. Naaa dugulalo khachchithathvam vuntundi ,naa stature lo elegance vuntundi anukuntaa. Alaa anukunna konchem sepatike kallu thiruguthaayi. Akkayyaa ! Kallu thiruguthunnaayia ni daanini pattukuntaa. Akkayyaa! Padukuntaanea ni pakka cherathaa. Chaalaa gunde dhairyam vundedaanini anukuntaa. Kaani ilaa chinna chinna in idents ku koodaa funk ayothaa. Self pity muppirigontundi. Inkelaa ani bhayamesthundi. Malli self confidence sampaadinchukunedaaniki chaalaa rojulu paduthundi.yevarainaa nuvvu wrong ante oppukonu.naa manasuku naaku adi thappu ani anipisthe thappa. Okkokka saari rendu rella aarua ni chebuthaa. Kaadu rendu rella naalugu ani yevaru cheppinaa nammanu. Prove cheyamantaa.sudden gaa naa.uka karuchukuntaa yentha fool ni. Boddu oodani kunkalu koodaa chepthaaru,rendu rella naalugu ani,naaku yenduku gurthu raaledu ani siggu paduthaanu. Nenu chalaakeegaa vuntaNu,chathuratha tho maatlaadathaanu,atmosphere ni hilarious gaa cheyagalathaanu ani anukuntaanu. Kaani yevarainaa chinna maata annaa maata kopam vasthundi,aluguthaanu,aaru nelalu maatlaadanu.mari manam thamaashaa anukoni yeduti vaallu koodaa alaane alaane react ayithe,inka ee prapancham lo manatho maatlaade vaallu okkaru koodaa vundaru. Maa amma,babu vaallu chinnappudu nannu kottaledu. Kaani maa babu maa peddakkayyanu kottatam choosaanu.nenu maa ,Prasad pillLanu kottakundaa penchaamu ani garvam.andariki sookthi mukthaavali chebuthuntaanu,pillalanu kottakoodadani. Kaani andaru pillalu okelaa vundaru kadaa. Chepagaane vinaru kadaa.kottatam oka answer ani kaadu,mana impatience ki outlet. Kaabatti peddavaallalo lopaalu vunnaa,chinna vaallalo penki thanam,mondi thanam vunnaa,kottatam,kottinchukovatam,thudi paluku,ksa merupu laaga avuthuntundi. Yevarainaashort cuts, chinna chinna pakkad aarula gurinchi chebithe,manushyulu alaa koodaa behave chesthaaraa.,yentha thappu kadaa anipisthundi ventane. Kaani next time,similar incidents jarigithe ,naaku vaalla laagaane respond avvaalani anipisthundi. Chaalaa saarlu alaane behave chesthaanu,kaani earlier vaallanu alaanti behaviour ke velu yeththi choopi vuntaanu. Intha split alochNalu yenduku vasthaayi. Manam chesthe oppu,vere. Aallu chesthe thappu yelaa avuthundi? Moththaaniki,almost prathi saari nenu kanasulo chaalaa great anukune prathi saaree,neeku antha scene ledu ani fate gurthu chesthu vuntundi. Naa rendu kaallu nela paina aane tatlu chesthundi.

Tuesday, March 25, 2014

Veede maa bujjigaadu

Veedemaa bujjigaadu Andaala neredu Chandanaala sooreedu Aththaththaththantaadu A..nnannannantaadu Ayyyayyayyantaadu.... Alavokagaa maatalu cheppesthaadu Amma naannalaku muddula mootalu isthaadu Jumping jack avuthaadu juttupolugaadu ayyaadu chuttooraa choosthaadu Chitikenavelu pattukoni nilabadathaanantaadu amma naannalanu kudurugaa koorchonivvadu kila kilaa navvuthaadu Kitukulenno nerchaadu!!!!

Sunday, March 23, 2014

ayyo paapam ante aaru nelala paapam

manishi anna tharuvaatha konchem dayaagunam vundaali,daana gunam vundaali,mukhyangaa maanavathvam vundaali. kaani at the same time,apaathra daanam jaragakundaa choosukovaali.David copperfield novel lo hero oka chali raathrilo beggar vanakatam choosi thana coat isthaadu. return lo aa coat ammakaaniki vundatam choosthaadu.Mohini bhasmaasura lo koodaa anthe kadaa! varaalu ichche devudike dikku diwaanam lekundaa pothundi. Ilaanti bitter experiences naaku koodaa chaalaa yekkuva jarigaayi.Prasad yentha sepu naa vaallu,maa amma,maa naanna,maa thammullu! nenu pedda kodukunu ,kaabatti vaalla baadhyatha anthaa naade anevaadu. nenu yeppudu kaadanaledu. yendukante maa annayya koodaa alaa anukobatte ,memu ee roju sthimithangaa vundagaluguthunnaamu. kaani maaku maaku kashtaalu start kaagaane ,andaru mee kashtaalu meevi,maa aqdrushtaalu maavi anesaaru.appudu manam anthaa okkate ane feeling yevariki raaledu. mansihi yelaa vunda koodado maa daggara nunchi nerchukunnaaru,maa vaallanthaa. Prasad thana daggara dabbulu lekapoinaa,anthaa mana vaallu ani yekkada nunchi annaa thechchi pettevaadu. veellu dabbulu vunnaa,repu manaku avasaram ayithe yevaristhaaru,manam okallani yenduku debirinchaali ani,dabbu vishayam lo chaalaa khachchithangaa vundevaallu. Prasad kandi pappu leka pothe kammalu,vuppu lekapothe vungaram theesukoni vellipoyevaadu,samayaaniki dabbulu lekapothe. veellu jebullo dabbulu vunnaa, yeduti vaadu gila gila laaduthunnaa jebuloki cheyyi ponivvaru. padi mandi yekkadikainaa velithe,rahasyangaa yevariki vaallu bayataku velli thinesi vasthaaru.kaneesam chinna pillalanu koodaa pattinchukoru. maa kashtaalu start ayinappati nunchi,Vikky pai chaduvulaku US velledaaka ,practical gaa maa intiki yevaru vachchevaallu kaadu. yevarainaa vachchaaru ante vaallu kahchchithangaa appula vaallu ayi vundevaallu.Accidental gaa kanipinchinaa,manam vaallanu choodakapothe,gamaninchanatlu inko thattu mallukoni velli poyevaallu.beedarikam ante plague laantidani vaalla bhayam.manam yekkada law points laagi,allappudu meekanthaa chesaamu kadaa,choosaamu kadaa! ippudu maaku meeru help cheyandi ani aduguthaamemonane bheethaaham!pattukondi choosthaam annatlu parugulu theesevaallu. Nenu yevarini thappu pattanu. yevari bhayaalu vaallavi,yevari jaagraththalu vaallavi. jeevitham gurinchi yevari avagaahana,yevari priorities vaallavi.mana kosam maname maaralemu. vere vaallu yelaa maaruthaaru? Sudi gundam lo chikkukunna vaadini rakshinchedaaniki manaku chaalaa guts kaavaali. vaadu paiki vachchedi devudu yerugu,manam vaadithoti oobi loki velle chances yekkuva gaa vuntaayi. Ayinaa praanaalaku theginchi sahaayam chesevaallu koddi mandi vuntaaru. okallaki help chesthe yemi podu, manaku yemi nashtam ledu ani thelisinaa,sahaayam chese manasu lekundaa,mondi cheyyi choopinche vaallu vuntaaru. manam mana helping nature maanakoodadu,okati rendu incidents ,experiences manchigaa jaragaledani. kaani manam help chesevaallu,proper gaa viniyoginchukuntaaraa,end use correct gaa vuntundaa. misappropriation kaakundaa vuntundaa,ledaa anedi matuku check chesukunte manchidi. yendukante,aa help wrong gaa utilise ayindante,we have to blame ourselves for our wrong decisions.

Saturday, March 22, 2014

Narulai pudathaamu........

Narulai pudathaamu Vaanarulai chelareguthaamu Naaraayanu sannuthi cheyaka Naram leni naalukatho Swargaaniki beetalu vesthaamu Narakaaniki baatalu vesthaamu!!! Manam manushyulamu,ante narulam! Naranaaraayanaulu iddaru okate ani namme vaallam! Kaani mana maatalalo,chethalalo,masthishkam lo aa dhyaase vundadu.manalo naruni lakshanaala kante mrugam lo vundaalsina chaayalu,alochanalu yekkuva vuntaayi.vaanarula laaga alochana leni panulu cheyatam lo dittalam!avagaahana leni vishayaalalo thala doorchatam lo siddha hasthulam.mana chethale kaadu,mana manasu koodaa veri morri alochanalu chesthu,yentha sepu vakra maargam lo poye daanike moggu chooputhundi,muggulo dinchedaaniki thaha thaha laaduthundi. Manam kRishna ,Rama anukuntu,jeevitham paavana, chesukomu.manasu nirmalangaa ,nischinthagaa pettukomu.vaadini gichchuthaamu,veedini gilluthaamu.adusu throkkanela ,kaalu kadaganela anukomu. Adusu vundedi,manam throkki manalaanu manam galeeju chesukunedaanike annatlu daantlo adugu vesthaamu,help kosam naanaa yaagee chesthaamu.manaku andaru sathruvule! Okallu mana sahaayaaniki raavatam ledu ani self pity lo munigi pothaamu. Manaku physical balam pedda avasarm ledu,yeduti vaadini noppinchedaaniki ,manam uppr hand feel ayyedaaniki. Kappantha noru pettukoni vunnaamu kadaa, yeduti vaallaaina avaakulu ,chrvaakulu vaaguthaamu. Maatala thootaalatho jeevithaantham maanani gaayaalu cheyyatam manaku vennatho nerchina vidya.aa vidya ku yeppudu saana peduthu vuntaamu.ilaa anni thappu maargaalalo,thappudu decisions tho,kuchithapu alochanalatho ,manaku maname swargaaniki beetalu padetatlu chesthaamu.daaniki dari daullo koodaa poleni deena. Ayina paristhithi thecchukuntaamu.narakaaniki four lane roads,six lane roads vesukuntaamu. Yendukante akkada traffic yekkuva kadaa!akkada manakante abbalu,abbalaku abbalu vuntaaru kadaa! Aa daadaa bhai nourojila mundu,manam miniscule gaa kanipisthaamu. Vaalla ghaathukaalu,vinnaa,thelisinaa.manam chaalaa parama pavihtrulam laagaa feel avuthaamu. Yendabbaa! By mistake bhatulu manalanu swargaaniki theesukellaalsindi,narakaaniki theesukochchaaremo ani anukuntaamu!!!! Kaani manishi gaa puttina tharuvaatha yedo oka stage lo manaku manam simhaavalokanam chesukovaali. Manam yendi? Mana paridhi yendi? What is expected of us? What are we doing? Is it jiustifiable in the eyes of justice,law and our kith and kin?mana jeevithaaniki lakshyam yendi?mana jeevana vidhaanam yendi? Addam lo manalanu manam choosukunte yentha vikruthangaa kanipisthunnaamu anedi ardham avuthundi.manalanu manam prakshaalana chesukolemaa? manchi alochana,manchi maata,manchi nadavadika alavaruchukolemaa?antha guts leni vaallamaa?avunu,yendukante,manchi maargam lo velledaaniki guts kaavaali!yedava maargam lo velledaaniki temptation chaalu!manam yellow creatures kaavaddu!cheemu,neththuru leni vaallu kaavaddu. kasigaa manchithanam sontham chesukundaamu.mulla baata vadilipedathaamu! pakka manishiki saayam cheddaam!pakkapakkana nadusthaam!!!

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Sree saila sandarsana samaahaaram

Nenu inthadaaka yeppudu sree sailam choodaledu. Yentha sepu LFc lo TTDC vaalla trips lo tamilnadu tour,south india tour vellatame kaani,AP lo konda thappa yekkuva chotli choodaledu. Kaani anukokundaa akkayya vaallu veluthu nannu pilisthe OK annaanu. Akkayya,nannuilisthe 99 percent raanu ani cheppanu. Pilisthe thappakundaa vasthaanu ani cheppaanu. Anthaa ready ayyaamu,online lo book chesukoni. Last minute lo aththa vachchindi,nellore ki . Kaani already appatike anni arrangements ayopoi vunnaayi. Kaabatti amenu piluchukoni vellaleka poyaamu. Monna poddune bayaluderaamu. Yedurinti suda vaallu koodaa vachchaaru. First sikhara darsanam daggara aagaamu. Doorangaa moodu gaali gopuraalu kanipinchaayi.sikhara darsanam ayithe punarjanma vundata kadaa!next dam daggariki vellaamu.dam kattaka mundu water chaalaa forcegaa paaruthundedata. Dam effect anthaa calm gaa vunnindi.akkada konchem sepu vundi,sree sailam bayaluderaamu. Daarilo saakshi ganapathi temple vunnindi. Kaani return lo chooda vachchu ani aagaledu. akkada nunchi phaaladhaara,panchadhaara daggariki vachchaamu. ikkada koodaa metlu sariggaalevu .chaalaa jaagraththaga vellaali. nenu ayithe paaladaara,panchadaara anukunnaanu.oka neellu thellagaa paala laaga vuntaayi. inko neellu thiyyagaa chakkera laaga vuntaayi ani.kaani sivuni phaala bhagam nunchi vachchedhaara kaabatti phaala dhaara ani antaaru. sivuni panchamukham nunchi vachche dhaaranu pancha dhaara ani antaaru. kaani rendu kalisi pravahisthaayi kaabatti ikkda phaala dhaara-panchadhaara ani antaaru.ikkada foliage,deep forest chaalaa greenery tho baagundi. Oollo ki velli lunch chesi room ki vellaamau. Konchem sepu rest theesukoni,rope way daggariki vellaamu. Rope way dwaaraa boats aagi vunde chotiki velli,boat lo oka round vesaamu,aa waters lo.tharuvaatha,daggare vunde paathaala ganga snaana ghattam daggariki velli andaramu snaanaalu chesaamu.kaani ropeway nunchi boat daggariki,boat nunchi snaana ghattaaniki metlu chaalaa dilapidated condition lo vunnaayi. Gardens,sathraalu antha neat gaa maintain chese devasdhaanam vaallu aa metla gurinchi koodaa alochinchi manchigaa set chesthe baaguntundi.maa rooms,surrounding gardens,gudi ,gudi aavarana anni chaalaa baagaa. Aintain chesthunnaaru. Mari ee bit improvement paina yenduku seetha kannu vesaaro ardham kaavatam ledu. Malli room ki vachchi ready ayi,gudiki vellaamu.andarini sivalingam thaaka nisthunnaaru. Nenu first time alaa sivalingam thaaka nichche gudiki vellatam. Sivalingam chaalaa bujjigaa,nelaku just ONE FOOT koodaa ledu. Kaani idi chaalaaowerful punya kshethram kadaa.prathi okka bhakthudini sivalingam thaaka nivvadam,garbhagudiloki allow cheyatam chaalaa baagundi.alaane ammavaari gudiki koodaa vellaamu. Ammavaari alankaaram koodaa chaalaa baagundi. Aa vigraham koodaa chinnade.chaalaa kalagaa vundi.memu gudiloki velletappudu nandi ,pallaki seva jaruguthu vunnindi. Nandi ayithe super!!!! Bhale gracefulgaa .elegant gaa,regal gaa naduchukuntu vellindi,gudi praakaaram chuttu. 9:30PM ki yekaamtha seva ayithe,maaku theliyaka mundara vellaamu. Appudu swamy alankaaram theesesi ,sivalingaani snaanam cheyisthu vunnaaru.malli bayataku vachchi lopalaku belletappatiki ,malli swamy vaariki full alankaaram,bhale vunnindi,chesi vunnaaru.pakkane mandapam lo swamy,ammavaarla uthsva vigrahaalaku ,yekaantha seva manthraalu,vaayiduaalu cheppi,prasaadaalu naivedyam chesaaru.anthatitho ayipoindi anukunnaaanu. Kaani,akkada attend ayina bhakthulaku okkokkallaku okkokka ti ichchi theesukurammannaaru. Ade prasaadaalu okkallu,paalu pkallu,neellu okallu,haarathi pallem okallu,poojaarulu uthsava moorthulanu mosukoni bayataku vachchi pallaki uthsava moorthulanu petti ,gudi pradakshinam,mangala vaayidyaalatho cheyinchaaru. Memanthaa vaallu ichchina vasthuvulu pattukoni gudi pradakshina chesi sayana mandiram lo vuyyaalalo vaalla oddarini pandukobetti,konchem sepu uyyaala,oopi,bdevullanu jokotti,namaskaaraaalu chesukoni,devudi prasaadaalu thalaa konchem theesukoni bayataku vachchaamu. Baagaa satisfaction gaa vunnindi. Next day morning ,abhishekaaniki katti vunnaamu. Andariki abhishekam chesedaaniki chembulalo poolu,bilvapathraalu vesina neellu ichchaaru.garbha gudilo sivalingam paina aa neellu posi,mokaalla paina koorchuni,sivalingaanni chettho ruddi ,kadigi,thalanu aaninchi dannam pettukomannaaru.idi anthaa poorva janmaa phalam anipinchindi naaku.nijangaa nenu sree sailam vella galathaanu,antha baagaa ,thanivi theeraa darsanam anni saarlu chesuko galathaanu ani yeppudu anukoledu. Malli return lo mahanandi saakshi ganapathi gudiki velli dannam pettukunnaamu. Ikkada devulla perlu mallikaarkuna swamy,Bhramaraamba. Manthraalu cheppetappudu koodaa ganga,paarvathi,bHramaraamba sametha mallikaarjuna swamy ani chebuthaaru. Ammaku annayya cheppina lalithaa sahasra naama sthothram bhagavadgeetha pocket soze books konnaamu. Nenu siva puraanama,sivuni paina slokaalu,paatala pusthakam konnaamu.RURU ki bujji bomma konnaaanu. Mahaanandi ki vellaamu akkada nunchi. Akkada chaalaa pedda nandi vundi. Gudi therichi vuntundo ledo ani bhayapaduthunnaaamu,appatike onti ganta ayi vunnindi.kaani gudi therichi vunnaaru. Akkada mahaanadeeswarudu,KAAMESWARI,Kodanda ramulu vaari gudulu vunnaayi,oke premises lo.akkada sivalingam kooda chinnadi. Putta nu aavu gittatho thokkindata. Alaa sivalingam form ayindata. Memu vellinappudu vendi thodugu vunnindi.nija roopa darsanam podduna aaruki,nate gaasaayanthram aaruki vuntundata. Ikkada koodaa garbha gudiloki velli paalu,,neellu,viboodhi thoti abhishekam chesi,okkokkallamu,dannam petttukoni,thala aaninchi vachchaamu. Ikkada koodaa nela painunchi one foot koodaa KOODA ledu.disproportionate gaa elongated gaa vundi. akkada nunchi Kaameswari ammavaari gudiki vellaamu. gudi mundara ceiling paina saraswathi devi,veenaa paani vigraham,naagadevathalu chekki vunnaayi.amma vaaru koodaa chaalaa kalagaabaabaagundi.next Seetha,Lakshmana ,aanjaneya sametha Raamula vaari gudi vundi. adi recent gaa kattindi laaga anipinchindi. yendukante adi thellagaa,marble tho kattinatlu vundindi. asalu gudiloki velle mundare navagrahaalu vunnaayi. bayata pushkarini vundi. asalu mahaanandeeswarudu vundedi akkadenanta.akkad koodaa snaanam chesi vachchaamu. moththaaniki trip baagaa jarigindi. bayata garden lo chaalaa pedda mahaanandi vigraham vundindi. thirty feet paina vundi.chaalaa pedda nandi.akkada photo theeyinchukunnaamu. return lo moththam nidra pothune vunnaanu. saayanthram ayye tappatiki bucchi daggaraku raagaane Suda vaalla vooru ade ani gurthu vachchindi. aa ammaayi vaalla voorlo dosalu,puli bongaraala gurinchi nannu ooristhu vuntundi. andukani alaa vaalla vooru daggaraku poi,vadalu,puli bongaraalu,doselu pack cheyinchukoni intiki vachchaamu. intlo vantalu chesukune pani lekundaa raagaane avi thinesi pandukunnaamu. moththaaniki entire trip baagaa,satisfying gaa jarigindane thrupthi migilindi. akkayya vaallu nannu koodaa piluchukoni vellatam naa adrushtam ani feel avuthunnaanu. ledu.paina kavacham odd gaa disproportio

Friday, March 7, 2014

Formal pilupulu avasaramaa?

Manam chaalaa saarlu bhale sookshmaalu paduthu vuntaamu. Yeduti vaalla behaviour lo randhraanveshana chesthuntaamu. Nijangaa antha athi avasaramaa ani manake okkokkasaari anipisthuntundi.mallaa manaku maname ,yemi aa maathram self respect lekapothe yelaa anipsthuntundi.moththaaniki manalanu manam samardhinchukuntaamu. Maa vikky engagement appudu mAnimaala vaalla nu pilavaleka poyaamu. Engagement chesukoni bayataku raagaane,vaallu phone chesi ,chachchipoindi maa naanna okkade memanthaa kaadu ani phone chesaadu.saran appudu chaalaa chinnavaadu.memu expect cheyaledu,vaallu alaa feel avuthaaru ani.yetlano sardukoni pelliki vachchaaru.baagaa enjoy chesaaru.prasad okkadepilichaadu vaallani. Kaanielliki vachchaaru. Ade vineela pelliki oka saari vaalla intiki vellaamu,pelliki pilichedaaniki.vaallu leru. Weedding card lopala padesi vachchedaaniki manasu oppaledu.vaalla amma vaalla intiki velli cheppi vachchaamu. Malli inko saari,aa ammaayi intlo vundetappudu velli pilichi vachchaamu. Kaani vaalla pillalaku memu asalu pilavaledani cheppindi. Pelliki thanu raaledu,pillalanu koodaa pampinchaledu.pelli mandapaanaiki vaalla illu chaalaa daggara. Kaani raaledu. Prasad bhale baadha paddaadu. Maa thammudu vundi vunte ilaa raakundaa vuntaadaa ani.naa pedda koothuru,griddaluru family ki andariloki pedda manumaraalu pelliki raaledu.ujjwala pelliki nenu ponu ane vaadu. Alla anoddu ayyaa,vaallu alaa chesaarani manamu alaa cheyyaalani yemundi. Andulo Kumar koodaa ledu. Peetala paina koorchovaalsina vaallamu,alaa anoddu anedaanni. Kaani Prasad matuku atlaa ,itlaa kaadu,chaalaa baadha padevaadu. Ilaa almost rendu yellu paina maatlaadukoledu. Malli aa ammaayi maatlaadindi,Prasad heart attack vachchi hospital lo vunnappudu.ujjwala pelliki nenu vellaanu. Yevaru nannu mpl ki vachchi pilavaledu.card koodaa pampinchaaro ledo koodaa naaku gurthu ledu. Lakki ayithe USnunchi vachchindi.ujjwala pelliki velli vachchaamu.yeduti vaalla paina visham kakketantha kopam raadu kaani,naa bidda paelliki vaallu raaledane baadha naaku appudu appudu vesthu vuntundi. Ee madhya maa friend koduku pelli ayindi.velli vachchaanu koodaa. Pelliki 20 days mundare nlr ki move out ayyaanu.mythili pelliki meeru vasthe nenu santhoshisthaanu madam ani anindi.meeru correct gaa pelli time ki meeru gundatam ledu. Naaku digulu gaa vundi anindi. Idanthaa sare!kaani adi naaku wedding card ivvaledu.post lo pampinchaledu. Kaani naaku kopam ledu. Paapam,okkate yennani chesukuntundi.paapam ,hyraana padivutundi ani soft corner. Intlo vaallaku wedding card ichchi formal gaa pilavaalsina avasaram nijangaa vundaa? Nenu adi okkate anukuntnunnaanu,mari wedding card ichchi formal gaa pilisthe,bayata vaallanu pilichinatlu pilisthe,nenu baadha padi vundedaannemo?now I am happy. Adi formal gaa pilavakundaa,meeru vasthe nenu happy gaa feel avuthaani cheppi nannu santhoshapettindi. Ilaantide ippudu inko dilemma vachchi koorchundi.vikky vaalla friend vaalla intlo pelli.kaani vaallu wedding card pampaledu. Intiki vachchi pilavaledu. Phone chesi,sms chesi inform chesaaru. Paraayi daani laaga offend ayi vellatam maanaalaa,latest procedures dwaaraa sms chesi cheppinappudu,cheppinatlu anukovaalaa? Phone chesi cheppaaru kaabatti personal gaa pilichinatlu feel ayi povaalaa? Iddaru manushyula madhya vunde reLationship ni batti,manam yeduti vaalla guestures ki bhaashyam cheputhaamu. Okallu chesthe ,manaku muddu,right anipisthundi.ade inkollu chesthe savaa laksha losugulu,thappulu kanipisthaayi. Andukane naaku anipisthundi konchem open minded gaa vunte manchidi. We are not going to lose anything. Yevaru pilichinaa. Pilavakapoinaa,mana manasuku ye pani ayinaa cheyyaalani anipisthe chesthaamu. Paristhithulu anukoolisthe chesthaamu. Anthe kaani okalla pressure paina cheyyamu. Asalu nijaaniki nenu ayithe mukku moham theliyani vaalla pellillaku ,pilavakundaane pothuntaanu.nenu mpl lo outsider ni. Mythili ni yevaru functions ki pilichinaa nannu pilusthundi rammani.nenu yenduke vaallu yevaro koodaa naaku theliyadu ani antaanu. Naa thoti kadaa madam,meetu vachchedi. Yevallu aduguthaaru? Iddaramu poyesi vasthaamu ani antundi. Nijaaniki aa pellille nenu baagaa enjoy chesthaanu. Yendukante nothing is expected of me and I dont expect anythinh from them. Kaabatti relaxed gaa,moththam function enjoy chesthaanu. andukane naaku anipisthundi. function mana vaalladi ayithe, formal pilupulu,gifts, pettupothalu,gouravinchataalu, ilaa chinna chinna vishayaalu light theesukoni occasion ni enjoy cheyandi. mana side nunchi vaallaku yelaanti ibbandi lekundaa,raakundaa choosukondi.vaallu profuse gaa mimmalani pogadaka poinaa, amrutha bhaandam lo vishapu chukka laaga manam maaraamane chedda peru nunchi doorangaa vunte ,andariki manchidi kadaa!

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

A,aa,e,ee lu alavokagaa

Yevari daggaranna vidyaa dhanam vunte,daanini yevaru dongilinchaleru antaaru. idi aksharaala sathyam!ee dhanam panche koddi vruddhi chenduthundi,kaani yeppatiki tharagadu.andukane mana vaallu guruvu ni devuni kante mundara kolava mannaaru. manaku bhagavad darsanam cheyinchedi,guruve kadaa! nijangaa tharachi choosthe prapancham lo andaru manaku guruvule. idi nenu manushyulake limited ani cheppatam ledu. manam chetlu,puttalanunchi, srushti loni prathi jeevakoti nunchi yedo okati nerchukogalam. adi paatam kaani gunapaatam kaani. Bidda puttagaane yedavatam nerchukuntaadu.yendukante adagande amma ayinaa pettadani vaadiki thelusu. yedisthene amma paalu isthundani ,sthanyam pattukoka munde vaadiki thelusu!Survival instinct vaadiki paakatam nerpisthundi,borla padatam nerpisthundi. padite thirigi leyatam nerpisthundi.parigeththatam nerpisthundi,padmaasanam vesukovatam nerpisthundi.kallalo kallu petti choodatam nerpisthundi,kallu yegareyatam nerpisthundi. bhaasha amma nerpisthundi,bhaashyam naanna nerpisthaadu, visleshana vaade nerchukuntaadu. nijaaniki a,aa,e,ee,lu nerchukuntene chaduvukunnatlu kaadu. yendukante chaduvukunna moorkhulanu chaalaa mandini choosthuntaamu, society lo manam . kaani lokaanni chadavagalagatame asalaina chaduvu ani chaalaa mandiki theliyadu. thelisinaa,opikalu,interest vundadu. gaanuga chuttu thirige yeddu laaga vunde daanike ishta padathaadu,maanavudu.thana outlook visaalam chesukune daaniki ishtapadadu. moorkhudu raju kante balavanthudu ani antaaru ,adi nijam! yendukante,moorkhudu vaadi gurinche alochisthaadu. mana paridhi,mana out look perige koddi manishi thanagurinchi alochinchatam tho paatu,thana vaalla gurinchi,thana chuttu pakkala vaallagurinchi, sangham gurinchi,praantham gurinchi,desam gurinchi,prapancham gurinchi,galaxy gurinchi alochinchatam modalu pedathaadu. oka alochana ,oka pani,oka maata maatledetappudu, yeduti vaallanu ye rakangaa afeect chesthundi alochisthaadu. andaru baagundaali,baagupadaali.manushyulu,janthuvulu baagundaalante,prakruthi,paryaavaranam kundaa healthy gaa vundaali ani alochinchi,implement chesthaadu. chinni naa pottaku sree raama raksha anukodu. ivanniti paina manaku avagaahana raavaalante,manaku minimum education kaavaali.pusthakaalu chadavaali. jnaanam penchukovaali. niraksharaasyathanu roopu maapaali.inkaa mana desam lo illiteracy chaalaa glaring proportions lo vundi. anni anardhaalaku moola kaaranam niraksharaasyathe. ippatiki rural India,lo poor man,nirantharam kolla gotta baduthunnaadu. yendukante denipaina,deniki thana velu mudra vesthunnaado,thanaki theliyadu. It is never too late anedi prathi okkaru ardham chesukovaali. chaduvukunna vaallugaa ,mana near by yevarainaa chaduvu raani vaallu vunte,mana vanthugaa vaallaku prothsaaham ichchi, vaallaku minimum education cheppinchedaaniki try cheyyaali. kaneesam vaalla santhakaalu vaallu cheyagaligelaa chesinaa,oka adugu mundaraku vesinatle. ee roju chinnakkayya annayya vaalla intlo pani paapaku O,NA,MAH,SI,VAA YAH ,SIDDHAM NAMAH...NERPISTHUNTE NAAKU CHAALAA SANTHOSHAM VESINDI. MAATALU CHEPPEVAALLA KANTE CHETHALU CHESE VAALLE KADAA,NEED OF THE HOUR,NIJAANIKI. Nijangaa chaduvu paina interesr vundi,economically backward gaa vundepillalu mana yeruka lo vunte swatchchandangaa vaallaku prathi okkaru help chesthe,okallaku life,future ichchina vaallam avuthaamu kadaa! kaabatti manamanthaa malli a,aa,e,eelu malli nemaru vesukoni,needy people ku available gaa vundaamu.

Monday, March 3, 2014

Inti godava....nasa raamaayanam!

Iravai yella kritham yetlaa anna ilu konaali ani bhale thanalo vunnaanu. Four years serviceut up chesthe housing loan avail chesedaaniki eligibility vasthundi.maa maamaa vaallu ,illu thanakhaa lo petti vunnaaru. Housing loan petti aa thanakhaa clear chesthe illu complete gaa manadai pothundani aasa vaallaku. Andukani naaku eligibility vachchinalshanam nunchi sathaayinchaaru.anthaa documents ready chesukoni,inka bank lo apply chesthaamu anappudu maa chinna maama,adi amme daaniki veelu ledannaadu. Appatlo maa maama garlu ummadi kutumbham gaa vunnaaru. Naaku vaalla aasthi paina aasa ledu,kaani nannu corner chesi,naa chetha oppinchi,last lo nenu yedo vaalla aasthulu,hakkulu mosam chesi laakkunatannatlu behave chesaaru. Sare ani appati nunchi sthalam yethakatam praarambhinchaamu,nenu pRasad.mAdras busstand nunchi ara angulam dooram lo Prasad,antha dooram lo yevaru vuntaaru ani oppukune vaadu kaadu. Murali krishna tiffin ,hotel ku dooram gaa povatam thanaku ishtam ledu.dargamittalo choosinaa kaadu annaadu. Balaji nagar lo choosinaa kaadu annaadu.balaji nagar lo oka plot choosi vachchaamu.vaallu ankanam nalugu vandalu ani ante,aththa vaallu sundara ramaiah yeppudu yekkuva chebuthaadu.moodu vandalaku adagandi ani annaaru. Memu moodu vandalaku ani adigithe,vaallu rendo roju,ankanam naalugu vandala yabhai ki ammesaaru. Inka satha vidhaala poraadinaa,housing loan avail cheyatam veelu kaaledu. Ee lopala maa kashtaala kadali start ayindi. Car povatam,car driver murder kaavatam.maa athyantha bad period ki beejam padindi.inthalo karakambadi ki transfer ayyaanu. Prasad paina kopam!nellore ki vellaalani pinchaledu. Maa family friend ,kandukooru aamenu theesukoni,prathi saturday,Tirupathi moththam thirigedaanni,illu konaali ani.housing loan eligibility Rs75.000/vunte illu one lakh paina vundevi. Loan amount thappa extra pettedaaniki naa daggara padiaisalu koodaa vundedi kaadu. Kaani kasi naaku,illu konaali ani.Naaku nlr lo illu konaali ani vunte desam lo yekkada yentha visthruthangaa choosinaa set kaadu kadaa!rndu yellu kaaliki balapam kattukoni thiriginaa housing loan avail cheyaleka poyaanu. Inthalo Nlr ki request yransfer pettukunnaanu,pillala kosam.malli nlr lo veta modalu. Dargamitta,vedaayapalem anthaa vedikaamu.konni koththa illu choosaamu kaani,naaku aa sixth sense,konaali,manasuku nachchindi ane feel raaledu. Inthalo PRasad vaalla bandhuvu VIshnu rao vaallu,haranathuram lo oka illu vundi choodandi ani ante vellaamu. Aa veedhilo oka illu choosi ,vaallu choopinche illu ide ayithe baagundu anipinchindi. Exact gaa ade choopinchaaru. Chinna illu,grand kaadu.bujjidi.oka kitchen,hall,bed room ,verandaah,paina koodaa ade construction.appatiki maa bank vaallu housing loan amount 1.5lakhs chesaaru.aa illu 1.8lakhs ani cheppaaru.registration extra. Aa extra 50000/ rupees set chesukune daaniki thala praanam thoka loki vachchinanthaani ayindi. Non repayable f loan theesukunnaa.gold pledge chesaa. Moththaaniki housing loan avail chesaa. Naaku gundelu upponge aanandam veyyaledu. Kaani oka responsibility fulfil chesaanu ane satisfaction.anthe!oka moodu yellu akkada vundagaane,ctr ki special assistant gaa vellipoyaanu. Naa kashta kaalam lo aa inti rents nannu aadukunnaayi. Kaani aa intini nenu aaduko Eka poyaanu. Manchigaa maintain chesukoleka poyaanu.maa intiki aa illu kalpatharuvu laaga.naa mugguru biddala abroad educatioanal loans aa security ne simhabhaagam ayindi.adi nannu aadukundi,kaani daanini nenu chinna choopu choosaanu. Ayidu yella kritham vaanalaku vurusthundi ani ante baaduga vaallu,temporary gaa repair chryinchaamu. pRasad poyina tharuvaatha nenu asalu aa thattu pone ledu. Ee madhya maa maridi vadina malli problem vachchindi,oka saari nuvvu vachchi choosthe. Aaguntundi ani ante,ninna vellaamu. Bhayankarangaa vundi position.godalu,ceiling ye thattu choosina prapancha patam lo laaga khanadaalu,khandaantharaalu,dveepaalu,dveepaantharaalu,laaga indents kanipisthunnaayi.choosedaanike bhayam vesindi. Baadugala vaallanu immediate gaa lhaali cheyamani cheppesi vachchaanu. Repairs ki paisaa kahrchu pettatam waste aa intipaina ani andaru suggest chesthunnaaru.repairs thattukunelaa ledu aa illu.demolish chesi ,malli illu kattatam avasaramaa anipisthundi. Prasad vundi vunte decision making chaalaa easy ayi vundedi. Prasad leka povatam valla, naa kosam intha strain theesukoni,dabbulu kahrchu petti illu kattatam antha avasaramaa anipisthundi. Yekkada vunte jarigipodu naaku. Yemo! Y solution materailise avuthundo! Naaku ardham kaavatam ledu. Yevallu yedi chebithe avunu kadaa,ide reasonable kadaa anipisthunnadi. Let us wait and see!

Sunday, March 2, 2014

pedda vinaayakuni gudilo abhishekam

rendu rojula mundu Akkayya tho pedda vinaayakuni gudiki vellaanu,Balaji nagar lo vundedaaniki. Poojaari anthaku mundu nenu vunna portion lo vundevaallu. Ilaa march 2nd na abhishekam cheyyaali ani cheppaanu. akkayya dabbulu mundara isthe vaallu kaavalasinavi thechchukuntaaru ani ante ,dabbulu theesukellaanu. naa daggara thousand note vunnindi. aayana yentha ayithe antha theesukoni migilina balance isthaadu anukunnaamu,nenu akkayya. ee roju thidhula prakaaram Prasad poina roju. actual gaa vere brahmadi chetha pettinchaalanu konnaanu first. kaani Vikky akkada adjust chesukoni chesthaananatam,ikkada anukoni manasthaapaalu yeduravatam,marudulu boycott chesthaanani cheppatam ,naaku mood lekapoindi,proceed ayyedaaniki.andukani nenu maamoolugaa MPL LO CHEsetatlu gudilo pooja ku isthaamu ani decide ayyaanu. Podduna lechi gudiki vellaanu.akkayya nidaanamgaa kalisindi. abhishekam baagaa chesaadu,poojaari. nenu aound RS 500/ avuthundemo.Brahmadiki swayampaakam ivvaali kadaa,inko two hundred aayanake yenakki isthaamu anukunnaanu. kaani pooja ayina tharuvaatha poojaari lekka cheppakundaa ,inka bayalu deramantunnaadu. yentha ayindi swamy ani ante,mee ishtam vachchinantha ivvandi antunnaadu. maaku ardham kaaledu.already 1000 ichchunnaamu kadaa ani. akkayya anindi koodaa,monna 1000 ichchaamu kadaa. ichchaaru,kaani mee ishtam ani antunnaadu. bayalu derandi inkaannatlu saigalu chesthunnaadu. naaku idi koththa experience.Mpl lo ye gudilo kaani abhishekaaniki fixed rates vuntaayi. yevaru cheyinchukunnaa,oke amount chebuthaaru.Ye gudi lo ayinaa anthe. kaani ikkada chillara ledani amount isthe,inkaa maakedo concession ichchinatlu,lekapothe free gaa chesinatlu behave chesaadu,poojaari. gammuna venakki vachchesaamu. yemo,poojaari paddhathi naaku manchigaa anipinchaledu. mee ishtam annaadu. manam poojalu cheyinchukoni chethilo pado,vando pedithe oppukodu kadaa!mari alaantappudu correct gaa intha ani chebithe,manaku ishtamayithe inkonchem yekkuva isthaamu kadaa.malli malli akkadike velledaaniki ishtapadathaamu kadaa! manam pooja cheyinchukunte satisfactory gaa feel kaavaali kaani,mosapoyaamu ani feel kaakoodadu kadaa! akkayya thittindi,inka yeppudu,padulu,vandalu pettukoni thirugu. chillara gaa ledani isthe,aayanaku manasu oppaledu kadaa,balance venakki ichchedaaniki ani andi. idi oka gunapaatam naaku,NLR LO!!!