Formal pilupulu avasaramaa?

Manam chaalaa saarlu bhale sookshmaalu paduthu vuntaamu. Yeduti vaalla behaviour lo randhraanveshana chesthuntaamu. Nijangaa antha athi avasaramaa ani manake okkokkasaari anipisthuntundi.mallaa manaku maname ,yemi aa maathram self respect lekapothe yelaa anipsthuntundi.moththaaniki manalanu manam samardhinchukuntaamu. Maa vikky engagement appudu mAnimaala vaalla nu pilavaleka poyaamu. Engagement chesukoni bayataku raagaane,vaallu phone chesi ,chachchipoindi maa naanna okkade memanthaa kaadu ani phone chesaadu.saran appudu chaalaa chinnavaadu.memu expect cheyaledu,vaallu alaa feel avuthaaru ani.yetlano sardukoni pelliki vachchaaru.baagaa enjoy chesaaru.prasad okkadepilichaadu vaallani. Kaanielliki vachchaaru. Ade vineela pelliki oka saari vaalla intiki vellaamu,pelliki pilichedaaniki.vaallu leru. Weedding card lopala padesi vachchedaaniki manasu oppaledu.vaalla amma vaalla intiki velli cheppi vachchaamu. Malli inko saari,aa ammaayi intlo vundetappudu velli pilichi vachchaamu. Kaani vaalla pillalaku memu asalu pilavaledani cheppindi. Pelliki thanu raaledu,pillalanu koodaa pampinchaledu.pelli mandapaanaiki vaalla illu chaalaa daggara. Kaani raaledu. Prasad bhale baadha paddaadu. Maa thammudu vundi vunte ilaa raakundaa vuntaadaa ani.naa pedda koothuru,griddaluru family ki andariloki pedda manumaraalu pelliki raaledu.ujjwala pelliki nenu ponu ane vaadu. Alla anoddu ayyaa,vaallu alaa chesaarani manamu alaa cheyyaalani yemundi. Andulo Kumar koodaa ledu. Peetala paina koorchovaalsina vaallamu,alaa anoddu anedaanni. Kaani Prasad matuku atlaa ,itlaa kaadu,chaalaa baadha padevaadu. Ilaa almost rendu yellu paina maatlaadukoledu. Malli aa ammaayi maatlaadindi,Prasad heart attack vachchi hospital lo vunnappudu.ujjwala pelliki nenu vellaanu. Yevaru nannu mpl ki vachchi pilavaledu.card koodaa pampinchaaro ledo koodaa naaku gurthu ledu. Lakki ayithe USnunchi vachchindi.ujjwala pelliki velli vachchaamu.yeduti vaalla paina visham kakketantha kopam raadu kaani,naa bidda paelliki vaallu raaledane baadha naaku appudu appudu vesthu vuntundi. Ee madhya maa friend koduku pelli ayindi.velli vachchaanu koodaa. Pelliki 20 days mundare nlr ki move out ayyaanu.mythili pelliki meeru vasthe nenu santhoshisthaanu madam ani anindi.meeru correct gaa pelli time ki meeru gundatam ledu. Naaku digulu gaa vundi anindi. Idanthaa sare!kaani adi naaku wedding card ivvaledu.post lo pampinchaledu. Kaani naaku kopam ledu. Paapam,okkate yennani chesukuntundi.paapam ,hyraana padivutundi ani soft corner. Intlo vaallaku wedding card ichchi formal gaa pilavaalsina avasaram nijangaa vundaa? Nenu adi okkate anukuntnunnaanu,mari wedding card ichchi formal gaa pilisthe,bayata vaallanu pilichinatlu pilisthe,nenu baadha padi vundedaannemo?now I am happy. Adi formal gaa pilavakundaa,meeru vasthe nenu happy gaa feel avuthaani cheppi nannu santhoshapettindi. Ilaantide ippudu inko dilemma vachchi koorchundi.vikky vaalla friend vaalla intlo pelli.kaani vaallu wedding card pampaledu. Intiki vachchi pilavaledu. Phone chesi,sms chesi inform chesaaru. Paraayi daani laaga offend ayi vellatam maanaalaa,latest procedures dwaaraa sms chesi cheppinappudu,cheppinatlu anukovaalaa? Phone chesi cheppaaru kaabatti personal gaa pilichinatlu feel ayi povaalaa? Iddaru manushyula madhya vunde reLationship ni batti,manam yeduti vaalla guestures ki bhaashyam cheputhaamu. Okallu chesthe ,manaku muddu,right anipisthundi.ade inkollu chesthe savaa laksha losugulu,thappulu kanipisthaayi. Andukane naaku anipisthundi konchem open minded gaa vunte manchidi. We are not going to lose anything. Yevaru pilichinaa. Pilavakapoinaa,mana manasuku ye pani ayinaa cheyyaalani anipisthe chesthaamu. Paristhithulu anukoolisthe chesthaamu. Anthe kaani okalla pressure paina cheyyamu. Asalu nijaaniki nenu ayithe mukku moham theliyani vaalla pellillaku ,pilavakundaane pothuntaanu.nenu mpl lo outsider ni. Mythili ni yevaru functions ki pilichinaa nannu pilusthundi rammani.nenu yenduke vaallu yevaro koodaa naaku theliyadu ani antaanu. Naa thoti kadaa madam,meetu vachchedi. Yevallu aduguthaaru? Iddaramu poyesi vasthaamu ani antundi. Nijaaniki aa pellille nenu baagaa enjoy chesthaanu. Yendukante nothing is expected of me and I dont expect anythinh from them. Kaabatti relaxed gaa,moththam function enjoy chesthaanu. andukane naaku anipisthundi. function mana vaalladi ayithe, formal pilupulu,gifts, pettupothalu,gouravinchataalu, ilaa chinna chinna vishayaalu light theesukoni occasion ni enjoy cheyandi. mana side nunchi vaallaku yelaanti ibbandi lekundaa,raakundaa choosukondi.vaallu profuse gaa mimmalani pogadaka poinaa, amrutha bhaandam lo vishapu chukka laaga manam maaraamane chedda peru nunchi doorangaa vunte ,andariki manchidi kadaa!