Sunday, June 5, 2011

optimism

optimism ante jeevithaanni right waylo ardham chesukovatam.yevari jeevitham vaddinchina visthari kaadu. kaani devudicchina daanitho santhrupthi pondi munduku saagatame jeevitham. asanthrupthi manishini niluvunaa thinesthundi. peelchipiipi chesthundi. aspirations prathi okariki kaavaali. kaani avi obsessions kaakudadu.yeppudu manamu happygaa vuntu manavaallanandarinee happygaa vunchagaligedaaniki try cheyyali. prathiokkallaki chaalaa prathibhalu vuntaayi . andariki vaalla talentki thagina avakaasalu jeevitham ivvadu. andukani akkade manamu aagipogudadu. dorikina avakaasanni andipucchukoni manalani manamu prove chesukovali. ade jeevitham.
nenu M.Sc, BL,CAIIB,DCBA chesanu.kaani actualgaa nenu chese vudyogaaniki 10th class chalu. UGC Fellowshipkinda researchkudaa chesthunnaanu.kaani nijamgaa yeppudu naa qualificationki thagina job cheyyatamledani nenu feel kaaledu. Thaatha vaallaki actualgaa nenu bank job cheyyatamishtam ledu. kaani nenu financialgaa vaallaki burden kaavadam naaku ishtam ledu. naa kaalla paina naku nilabadi lifelo settle kaavaalanipinchundi. andukane joblo cheranu.
maa intlo andari kante nenu chaalaa thelivi galladaannani maa vaallaki abhiprayam. kaani in reality vaallanthaa gazetted officers, doctors ayyaru. nenu vakka daanne clerk ante gumamaasthaani ayyanu. ante workman anamaata. jeevithamlo yeppudu gazetted officer ani anipinchukolenu.
kaani maa amma yeppudu nannu different gaa chudaledu. andari biddalanu samanmgaa chusindi.neechamgaa chudaledu, athi prema chupaledu.
nenu idanthaa avamanamgaa feel kaaledu. prasadki pedda udyogam kaadu.appatlo maaku pest control ante thelledu. ayinaa babu sambandham chupinchinappudu nenu bank employeeni kadaa, atlaa job chesevaadu naaku avamanam anukoledu. naaku maa baabu position thelusu. nenu thommido class chadivetappude vrs icchhadu. appatininchi anthaa annayya akkayya vaalle mamalini chusukonnaru.vaallapai inkaa bhaaram kaavatamnaaku ishtamledu.prasad vaalluokkalle katnamlekundaa pellichesukontamu annaru.nijaanilik prasad kudaa nachhadu chudangaane. andukanimanaspurthigaane chesukunnanu.
nijamgaa lakki putte daakaa chaalaa happy gaavunnanu. prasadkudaa chaalaa baagaa chusukunnadu. aa period gupthulakaalam naati swarna yugamlaanitidi.
kaani jeevitham ante annii manam anukunnatle jaragadu kadaa. anukoni kashataalu anni rakaalugaa chuttumuttayi.okato kaadu, rendu kaadu laksha samasyalu.upiri adaledu. yemi cheyaalo thelleeni paristhithi. yevarini help adagaalo chethakaani paristhithi.paristhithulu yevariki vivaramgaa cheppukoleni deenaa vastha. biddalu chinna vaallu. abham subham yerugani vaallu. vaallatho yemi share chesukolenu.
ee paristhithulalo karakambadiki transfer. nenokkadaaanne pillalanu theesukoni prayanam.modatlo intiki vainamgaa thalam kudaaa vesukoleni chethagaani thanam.pillalaku bagaa lekapothe ontarigaa doctor daggarikikudaa theesukellaleni thelivithakkuva thanam. chaalaa rojulu yedche daanni. kaani yedisthe panulu jaragavu kadaa. bellam chuttu cheemalu. adi chaalaa correcct nanudi. nannu naa biddalanu yevallu pattinchukoledu. naa kashtaalukannillu yevariki akkaraledu. mind anthaa blank. dikkuthochani paristhithi. kaalame manaku annie nerputhundi. one man army laagaa a to z annie nene chesukune daanni. yevarinchi yedainaa expect chesthene manaku disappointment. manamu yevallani yemi koraledanuko. vaallu manaku yemi ivvaledani manam disappoint kaamu.naalokorikalu chacchipoyayi. practical gaa robo laagaa ayipoyanu.
manaprameyam tho biddalini ee prapanchamloki theesukuni vacchamu. vaalle mana top priority.vaallaku manam anyayaym cheyakudadu anukonnanu. naaku nene dhairyam cheppukonnanu. naa mindloninchi biddalu vaalla avasaralu thappisthe migilina vannie thuduchukuni poyayi.prasadninchikudaa nenu yemi asinchedaanni kadu.pillalu allround gaa safe and secured gaa feel kaavaalante thalli yentha importanto thandri kudaa anthe important ani vinnie depression feel ayinappudu thelusukonnanu. appatininchi intlo naa sideninchi godavalu gharshanalu raakundaa chusukonnanu. devudu naaku andarilaagaa sukhapadi life enjoy chesetatlu rayaledu.nenu padda kashtalu ibbandulu, manasika gharshanalupillalu experience cheyyakudadu anukunnanu. andukane pillalandariki vaallu amicablegaa comfortable gaa feel aye vaallane icchichesedaaniki try chesanu.devudu ee vishayamlo naaku help chesadu.
naku okkakkasari anpisthundi anthaa mana manchikeani. nenu karakambadiki vacchinatharvaathe naalo determination start ayindi biddalaku maximum cheyyalani.
nlrki malli vellinappudu oka illu yecchidopicchido okati theesukovali anukunnanu. adi neraverindi. maa jeevithaalaki ade pedda kalpavruksham.biddala chaduvulakaannitiki ade securitygaa pettanu.
chittoorki transfer ayinaappudu biddalaku elanti diversions lekundaa chaduvulapaina concentrate cheyagaligaanu.tirupathiki vacchi pillalanu baagaa chadivinchukunnanu.
actual gaa financialposition vikkyni polytechniclo cherpinche sthaayikudaa kaadu. tenth kaagaane type shorthand nerpinchi yedanna chinna private udyogaaniki pampinchalani try chesanu.chittoorlo kannan ,pcr collegelo cherpisthe feezlu thakkuva ani aa applications theppinchanu. kaani vaalla adrushtam, naa kruhi thodai avanthaa vaallu tappinchukunnaru.
madanapalliki vacchi biddalandari pellillu chesanu.
prasad poyadu. naa paridhilo nenu maximum try chesanu prasadni bathikinchukone daniki. kaani naaku chethakaaledu. annie mana chethullo vundadu kadaa ani saripettukunnanu.
ippatiki naapaina chaalaanindalu vunnayi. nenu naannaki annam pettakunda champesananai. nijaanijaalu devudiki thelusu. nenu andariki cheppukuntu andarini convince chesukuntu polenu. namme vaallu nenu yemi cheppakapoyinaa nammutharu. nammani vaallu nenu yemi cheppinaa nammaru.
kaani naannaaki konni balaheenathalu vunna as ahuman being he is agood person at heart.yeppudu ane vaadu picchidaanaa manamene mnade for each other. manaku dabbukashtaalu okkate. migilina vaallantha paiki aha oho antaru.lopala lakshalosugulu. nuvvu chinnadi peddadi bayataki cheppi agudu padathavu . neeku gopyam thelledu anevaadu.
prasad support naakupoyindi.
jeevithamlo pelliyenthamukhyamo adi patishtamgaa nilabadaalante pillalu anthe mukhyam.samsaaranni okatigaa biddalevunchuthharu.vaalaakosam mana egos pakkaki pedathamu. nuvvu nenu ninchi mana ane feeling vasthundi. biddalu okalla property kaadu kadaa. iddaru ishtapadithe bhumi meedaki vacchevaallu. vaallaki mana prema nanthaa panchi pettatamlo anama aathmaanandam ponduthaamu. adi anubhavisthegaani theliyadu.
samsaraaluannatharvaatha odidukulu vunfdakunda vundavu. paduthuntaamu,lesthuntaamu. paddamani inka mana prayanam aapakudadu. jeevitha gamanamlo poddduna tharvaatha raathri vasthundi, cheekati tharvaatha velugu vasthundi. manam cheekati chusi bhayapadakudadu. mana payanam aapakudadu. veluthuru chusi jeevitham anthaa happyness ane fix ayipoyi china chinna joltsku kudaa krungi pogudadu.
aathma sthairyamtho munduku povaali. anandamgaa ,thrupthigaa jeeevithaanni aasaavahamgaa maluchukuntu mana samsaaranni penchukuntu kalisikattugaa munduku saagaali.

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