dinner at Amber

at last,asalu birthday vachchindi.Vinny correct gaa 12 ki phone chesi wish chesindi.lakky poddunne cheppindi.naaku aanandam yendante,Mythili phone chesindi.kalyaani,Ramu  phne chesaaru.moththaaniki happy note cho day start ayindi.
coffe with karan laaga,coffee thaaguthu vunte Vikky video stand ki fix chesi nannu maatlaada mannaadu.naa chinnappati Gudur lo experiences chepppaanu.ee aravai yellalo nee journey yendi ani adigaadu. PREMANU PENCHU
rendodi yentante..thappu needaithe sarididdukoni yeduti vaadiki sorry cheppu,thappu yeduti vaadidaithe,manchi manasutho kshaminchu.manushyulanu dooram chesukovaddu.

nenu devuduni rendu korikalu adigaanu.dabbulu ivvakapoinaa paravaaledu,manassaanthini ivvamani.modati half sanction chesi ippatiki idi chaalu anukunnaadu,firstlo. ante ivvakapoinaa paravaaledu ante ,cut chesaadu. manassaanthi ivvaledu.
malli thappu thesukunnaanu.adagatam lo koodaa paddhathi vundi,garvam vundakoodadu.ippudu naa thappulanu kshaminchi anthaa manchigaa chesaadu.
vani parents,akka vaallu koodaa wish chesaaru.

pleasant surprise yendante Vani vaalla friend Priya vachchindi.saayanthram daakaa happy gaa gadichi poindi.evening pillalu vachchaaru.naaku yedainaa daggaralo gudiki povaalani. vaallu intiki vellaalani.oka bujji munda cakenu theesukochchaaru,Priya vaallu.vikky vachchetappatiki vani,nenu iddaramu koththa cheeralu kattukoni ready gaa vunnaamu. cake cut chesi,bayataku ani bayaluderaaru.nenu inthadaaka choodani restaurent ki theesukellalni vaani.cinema naa,dinner ,yedi ani vikky.
nannu adigaaru.kanna,meerandaru yedi convenient anukunte akkadike pothaamu,andaram happy gaa time spend cheyyaali,that is the core of every thing ani cheppaanu.last ki Amber ani fix ayyaaru.adi ayithe walkable distance kadaa.andukani chinnagaa naduchukuntu,photolu theesukuntu bayalu deraamu.Amber lo lopala seating late avuthundante,aarubayata variety gaa try chesthaamu ani bayata koorchunnaamu.first time lunch ki buffet ki vachchaamu oka week end.appudu naaku pedda nachchaledu.
tharuvaatha,pillalandaru vachchinappudu  dinner ki ikkadiki vachchaamu.kaani aaa roju naaku konchem uneasy gaa vundi.dinner cheyaledu.
ee saari matuku order chesina prathi item nachchi,enjoy chesthu thinnaamu.curd cutlet,samosa,roti,paneer masaala,fried rice,gobi manchuria,soup,bengan fry,anni tasty gaa,baagaa vunnaayi, return lo rowlo konni photos theesukonnaamu.
intiki vachchi library room lo konchem sepu gadipina tharuvaatha,vaallu intiki vellipoyaaru.
roju anthaa happy gaa,gadachi poindi. thanks to every one who made my day a success .

extinction of species

oka species complete gaa extinxt ayyemundu,daani number marked gaa,considerable gaa thaggipothundi.kaani actual gaa aa particular species kante daani existance paina aadhaarapade organisms deenikante mundare extinct ayipothaayi.

ante ecological pari bhaasha lo cheppaalante actual gaa extinct kaakapoinaa,functional gaa extinct ayipothundi,aa particular species.kaabatti deeni batti manaku yemi thelusthundante oka rakam poorthigaa naamaroopaalu lekundaa adrusymayedaanikante mundu ,daani paina aadhaarapadda inkaa chaalaa chaalaa organisms extinct ayipothaayi.deeniki manam check pettakapthe,future lo ecosystem chaalaa debba thini,paadai pothundi.
evolution dwaaraa,natural calamities or extravagances valla nashtam kante manishi yekkuva pollute chesthunnaadu ee planet ni.
manam mana prakruthini rakshinchukoka pothe,adi manalanu rakshinchaledu. deeniki modati step,manam ozone layerni kaapaadukovatam lone vundi. earth episphere lo oka blanket laagaa ozone pora vuntundi.manam vaade differnt ,atmosphereni kalushitham chese various types of photo carbons gaaliloki cheri aa ozone poranu jalledalaaga chesthaayi.ee protective layer manalanu,jeevakotini sooryudu nunchi vachche infrared,ultra violet rays nunchi protect chesthundi.
lekapothe ee pollution valla samudrajalaalalo vunde jeevakoti,land paina vunde jeevaraasulu anni adverse gaa affect avuthaayi.chaalaa extinct avuthaayi.

kaabatti chaalaa nations oka oath theesukunnaayi,ee harmful gases release chese products yokka production considerable gaa thagginchi paryaavaranaanni kaapaadukovaalani.

kaabatti manam koodaa antho intho  paryaavarana parirakshanaku ithodhikangaa cheyi cheyi kalupudaamani.

yeka bhuktham ,bhoosayanam

maa babu chinnappudu yeppudu cheppevaadu. chaduvukune pillalu thaamboolam vesukokoodadu,brahmachaarulu katika nela paina pandukovaali,onti poota thinaali ani. ante ide..yeka bhuktham ,bhoosayanam ani.

vidya anedi yevariki vasthundi? yevaru guruvu cheppedi dhyaasa gaa vintaaro,aacharisthaaro,anusaristhaaro,mananam chesukuntaaro vaallaku abbuthundi. mari ee concetration,ee dedication yelaa ,yeppudu vasthundi?

manamu yelaanti ithara pralobhaalaku longa kundaa vundaalante konni niyamaalu paatinchaali,ave ivi.thaamboolam pillalu yenduku vesukogoodadu antaaru ante,vaatilo sugandha dravyaalu vaada badathaayi. vaati valla kaama prakopinche avakaasam vundi. pattu parupulu,hamsa thoolikaa thalpaalu koodaa sareeraanni sukham thattu mallisthaayi.
andukane paatha kaalam lo raajulu vaalla pillalanu gurukulaalaku pamevaallu,ilaanti distractions vunda koodadni.madam maththu.dhanam maththu lo biddalu chedipokoodadani.
yeka bhuktham ante onti poota thinamani. ante mana sareeram lo panulu chesukune daaniki yentha kaavaalo antha kante konchem thakkuva thina mani. alaa vunte yeppudu aakali meeda vunte manam alert gaa vuntaamani,alaa ani sosha pommani kaadu.
ippudu choosthunnaamu kadaa. chaalaa countrieslo single child outlook vachchi,okallane kantaaru. vaallaku muddu,muripem ani baagaa kukki kukki pedathaaru. daani after effect gaa China laanti countries lo obesity, chinna age lone hormones release ayi early puberty reach kaavatam jaruguthundi.
kaabatti growing age lo over gaa pedithe,appudu vachche obesity life long podu.kaabatti parents ee vishayam lo chaalaa jaagraththagaa vundaali.
paatha rojullo ide paddhathi child widows ,young widows vishayam lo paatinchevaallu. siromundanam cheyisthaaru. ante juttu vuntene kadaa,rakarakaalugaa jadalu vesukonedi,mudulu kattedi,poolu thurumukunedi.asalu modatike mosam ayithe ivi yemi vundavu kadaa! rangu guddalu vesukokundaa,thella,muthaka guddalu veyinchevaallu. ante yevarikigaani,chivariki vaallaku vaallu koodaa manchigaa,pleasant gaa kanipincharu,kanipinchakoodadu.vaalla bathukulu anthaa vantindlalo,godla koshtaalalo,kaanupulu chesthu kaanupu gadullo maggipovaalsinde.

veella kashtaalu choodalekane goppa sangha samskarthalu,raaja raamamohan roy laanti vaallu child marriages ni vythirekinchaaru. oka rakangaa nirmoolincha galigaaru,sarada act theesukoni vachchi.sathee sahagamanaanni koodaa chaalaa theevrangaa yedirinchi roopu maapaaru.

ontari thanam mahaa paapam

ఒంటరి తనం అనేది ఎంతో పాపం చేసుకుంటే గాని రాదు. మనకు అంటూ మనం కొంచెం space ఉండాలనుకోవటం తప్పు కాదు. కాని మనకంటూ ఎవరు లేరు,మనకు ఏకాకులం అనే భావన చాలా బాధాకరమ్.
ఆ బాధ నేను అనుభవించాను కాబట్టి నాకు తెలుసు . కొద్ది రోజులే అయినా నరకం అనుభవించాను. కొంచెం మంది ఉం టారు . వాళ్లకు మన దృష్టిలో అందరు ఉంటారు . కాని వాళ్ళు ఎవరితోనూ అనుబంధం పెట్టుకోరు . కొంత మందిని ఎవరు మన అని అనుకోరు . అంతా శూన్యం అనిపిస్తుంది .
మనం బతికున్నామో చాచ్చున్నామో చెప్పేది ఎదుటి వాళ్ళే . వాళ్ళ దృష్టి ,వాళ్ళ నడవడిక వాళ్ళ మన existance మనకు అర్ధం అవుతుంది .
నిన్న నేచర్,ఆగష్టు ఎడిషన్ లో ఒక సైన్స్ ఫిక్షన్ అబౌట్ ఫ్యూచర్ చదివాను. దాంట్లో ఒకడు అడుగుతాడు . మనిషి మనిషి అని ఖచ్చితంగా భావించాలంటే ఏమి కావాలి అని . వేరే వాళ్ళు అని సమాధానం చెబుతాడు . అతనిని ఒంటరి తనం బాధిస్తుంటుంది . ఏ chip మార్చకుండా robot మనిషి లాగానే బాధ పడుతున్నాడని ,తను perfect రోబోట్ ని కనిపెట్టానని సంతోషిస్తాడు . కాని తరువాత వాడు ఒంటరితనం బారిన పడుతాడు . నిజానికి వాడే robot .
అంటే రాబాయే కాలాల్లో మనిషికి robot కి పెద్ద తేడా వుండదు . ఇలాంటి robot ల పైన నవల చాలా ఏళ్ళ క్రితం చదివాను. కాని పేరు నాకు గుర్తులేదు . దాంట్లో హీరోనీ కూడా రోబోట్ . కాని ఫీలింగ్స్ తో .

కాబట్టి మనం మన వాళ్ళను దగ్గరకు తీసుకొని అనుబంధాలను పెంచుకున్దాము. చిన్ని విషయాలకు ,మనస్పర్ధలకు మనలను మనం దూరం చేసుకోవద్దు .
ఇంతకీ ఈ చిన్న కదా రాసింది ,Marco జంకోవిక్ అనే డాక్టర్ .

kaalame annitiki samaadhaaanam chebuthundi

కాలం అన్నిటికి సమాధానం చెబుతుంది .ఇది నిజం . మనం ఇప్పుడు ఒక పని చేసాము అనుకో దాని విలువ మంచిగాని కాలం నిర్ణయిస్తుంది .
మనం ఒకల్లతోటి గొడవ పడి విడిపోయాము అనుకొ. తరువాత ఎంత చిన్న విషయానికి అంత పెద్ద నిర్ణయం తీసుకోవటం ఎంత పెద్ద తప్పో తెలుస్తుంది .కాని అన్ని సార్లు తప్పు సరిదిద్దుకునే దానికి  వీలు పడదు . కాబట్టి తొందరపాటు నిర్ణయాలు అసలు తీసుకోకూడదు .
కొన్ని విషయాలు జరిగినప్పుడు చాలా బాధ వేస్తుంది . మనసు పిండేసి నట్లవుతుంది . కాల క్రమేణ బాధ సన్నగిల్లుతు వస్తుంది . దాని వాళ్ళ కూడా ఒక్కొక్కసారి మంచి జరుగుతుంటుంది . కాబట్టి అంతా మన మంచికే అనుకోవాలి .
మన చేతిలో అంతా వుందని భ్రమ పడుతుంటాము . కాని నిజానికి మన చేతుల్లో ఏమిలేదు . ఒక వేళ వున్నా చాలా కొద్ది శాతమే . కాబట్టి స్థిత ప్రజ్ఞత అలవాటు చేసు కుంటే మంచిది. మన చేతిలో వున్నదానిని దుర్వినియోగం చేయకుండా బహుజాగ్రత్తగా వ్యవహరిస్తే మనకు మనవాళ్ళకు,అందరికి ఉత్తమం . 

ee roju krishnaanshtami

ఈ రోజు కృష్ణాష్టమి . కృష్ణుడు అంటే నాకు చిన్నప్పటి నుంచి చాలా ఇష్టం . ఈ పండగ మనకంటే అరవం వాళ్ళు చాలా బాగా చేసుకుంటారు . చిన్నప్పుడు మా ఫ్రెండ్ రాధ వుండేది . వాళ్ళు తమిళ్ బ్రాహ్మలు . వాళ్ళ అమ్మ ఈ పండుగకు కృష్ణుడి పాదాలు వీధి వాకిటి లోనుంచి వేసుకుంటూ వెళ్లేది . ఆ రోజు చాలా రకాల పిండి వంటలు చేసేది . 

మా ఇంట్లో ఈ పండగ అంత బాగా చేసేవాళ్ళు కాదు . మళ్లీ నా పెళ్లి అయిన తరువాత మా అత్త అలా చేసేది . నేను తరువాత వేరే ఊళ్లకు ట్రాన్స్ఫర్ అయినప్పుడు ,పిల్లలు చిన్నగా వుండే ట ప్పుడు చేసేదాన్ని . కాని పిల్లలు పెద్ద క్లాసు లకు వచ్చి న తరువాత తగ్గించాను . 

మా అమ్మ వాళ్ళు పూజలు చేస్తారు కాని మా అత్త వాళ్ళు పూజలు పునస్కారాలు ఎక్కువ . మా అత్త దగ్గర అయితే వెయ్యి పేజీల పాటల పుస్తకం వుంది . ఏ పేరంటానికి వెళ్ళినా అడిగితే చాలు చాలా పాటలు పాడుతుంది . నాకు భగవద్గీత అంటే ఇష్టం . చిన్నప్పుడు మా బాబు ఎప్పుడు చదివే వాడు . నాకు అప్పటి నుంచే అలవాటు అయింది . 

నా కష్ట కాలం లో అంతా మనసు బాగా లేక పోతే భగవద్గీత చదువుకునేదాన్ని . 

కృష్ణుడు పుట్టిన రోజంటే కన్న తల్లులకు ,పెంచిన తల్లులకు అందరికి కూడా పండగే . బిడ్డల పండగ అంటే హడావుడి అంతా అమ్మ లదే కదా ఎక్కడైనా !

కృష్ణుడు తల్లుల గౌరవం పెంచాడు . ఎందుకంటారా !చెరసాలలో మగ్గి కూడా ,దేవకీ వసుదేవులు బిడ్డను కాపాడుకొన్నారు . పెంచిన తల్లి అయినా యశోద కన్నా తల్లిని మరిపించేలా మురిపించి పెంచింది బాల కృష్ణుడిని . ముల్లోకాలను ఏలే దేవుడు అయినా వాళ్లకు కన్న బిడ్డే కదా కదా,చిన్న బిడ్డే కదా!!!!

Sandras rose garden

Ninna podduna lechinappati nunchi bujjodu,vaalla annayya aadukuntu vunte vaalla daggare koorchoni choosthu vunnaanu. Vaadiki konchem alavaatu ayyaanu. Paravaaledu,manathote thoruguthunnadi,ammamma vaallu thiraganisthunnaaru,kaabatti yemi danger ledu eeme daggariki velithe ani confirm chesukunnaadu chinnagaa. Vaalla ammamma vicinity lo leka pothe nannu aatalaku pilavatam start chesaadu .peddavaadu yemo vaadi bommala gurinchi, vaadi badi gurinchi,vaadu nerchukunna kadhala gurinchi maatlaadatam modalu pettaadu.chinna vaademo manam ye koththa padam chebithe appatikappude repeat chesesthaadu. Pedda vaademo vaalla thammudiki English lo maatlaadithe ardham kaademo nani thammudu ! Atlaa kaadu thammudu,ilaa cheyyi thammudu ! Antu vaadiki ye bomma tho yelaa aadukovaalo explain chesthu vaadini aadinche daaniki try chesthu vunnaadu.

In the process, peddodu koodaa chinna vaadi laagaa vungaa vungaa antu maatlaasthunnaadu,behave chesthunnaadu. Naaku ayithe vaallanu choosthu vunte alaane choodaalani pinchindi.chinnappudu bulli koodaa Lakkini choosi dogaadatam,nangi nangi gaa maatlaadatam adi chesedi.avanni, gurthu vachchaayi.
Aunty oats idly pettindi. Madhyaahnamgaa farmers market ki vellaamu. Actual gaa memu velletappatiki anthaa close chesiwind upchesesthunnaaru. Just yedo konni fruits ,vegetables thondara thondaragaa konnaaru.akkada yedo articial lake vundi. Akkada water springs pettaaru.chutturu rose plants . Diffent colors tho vunnaayi. Vaatiki Sandras rose garden ani vundindi.daggariki velli choosthe yevaro Sandra ane ame,vaalla husband,children andaru over many years ,akkada El Dorao county area lo rose gardens grow chesaaranta.ippatiki ame regular gaa vachhi aa rose gardens ni yelaa yelaa maintain cheyaali ane daaniki suggestions ,tips isthundanta,regular vachchi konchem sepu stroll chesi veluthundata.ame constant intest in developing various varieties of roses in that area  and consistant supervison ki local vaallu mechchi aa garden ki ame peru pettaaru,2010 lo.
Akkada baagaa yendalu gaavunnaayi,almost 92degrees F.daggara lone vunde Thai cuisine,Chanatala ,ki vellaamu. Akkada veg soup order chesthe stad vunde bowl lo thechhi ichchaadu.centre lo nundi bunsen burner lo nundi vahhinatlu gaa chaalaa sepu flame vasthundindi,soup hot gaa vunde daanikosam.
Bayataku vachhina tharuvaatha pakkane yoghurt icecream shop ki vellaamu. Just icecream thintu  parama pada sopaana patam,vaalla version aaduthu koorchunnaamu ,konchem sepu. Pakkane book shop vunte akkadiki velli CLeopatra paina. Oka novel konnaamu.koththa ooru kadaa yekkadikainaa veladaamu ani anukunnaaru kaani,yenda danchesthu vunnindi. Inka intiki vellatam uththamam ani intiki vellaamu.

Amma odi,kanna badi

Biddaku amma vodi kante minchina badi ledu.anduakne doctors bidda puttagaane ,even before cleaning the baby, amma gundelaina padukobettaali ani chebuthunnaaru ee madhya.
Oka study lo pre maturechildren ni incubator lo kante amma breast ki aanukoni vundetatlu constant gaa petta galigithe mortality rate in pre mature children chaalaa matuku contro cheyavachchata.

Asalu oka rakangaa bidda puttagaane anthaa full fledged gaa develop kaadu. Still some more organs, nervous system,maadu avanni develop avuthu vuntaayi. Cornea ,retina koodaa final touch ups baby two months complete ayithe kaani complete kaavanta.
Alaantappudu bidda thallini body odour dwaaraa, body temperature dwaaraa, skin texture feeling dwaaraa, heart beat dwaaraa bonding feel avuthundi.konchem pedda ayyekoddi amma maatalu,amma guestures, amma panulu alaa,amma kallathone prapancham choosthundi.
Asalu murru paalu biddaku chaalaa sreshtam, biddaku resistance power perige daaniki chaalaa vital role play chesthaayi. Kaabatti bidda puttagaane avi thaaginchamani doctors world wide chebuthuntaaru.

Amma nature,amma attitude,amma prema,amma apyaayatha anni kalagalupukune bidda yeduguthaadu thana developing and most formative years lo. Kaabatti biddalanu thallulaku,thalli prema,u dooram cheya vaddu veelainanthagaa.
That is my humble request to the elders and parents!!!!!

At Chicago fire,Folsum

Monna rathri cheekati padina tharuvaatha vasthunte chandamaama twenty degrees tangent lo yellow ball laaga kanipinchaadu.chetla aakula madhya nunchi choosthunte AT&T logo laagaa kanipinchaadu.moon konchem 30 degrees paiki vachchina tarvaatha yellow danam poi bright gaa vennela vedajallaadu.

Appudu chandrudu ni choosthe yelaa vunnadante yevaro chinna pillavaadini manam jaagraththagaa circle geeyaraa  ani ante jaagraththagaa three fourths geechina tharuvaatha choosukuni o yammaa chaalaa baagaa vachchesinde ani garvaaniki poi hasty gaa circle complete chesi natlu vundi. Yendukante konchem sotta gaa kanipisthundi kadaa pournami tharuvaatha.almost maa entire journey yedurugaa chandamaamanu pettukone chesaamu.
Daarilo Burger King lo onion rings,potato fingers theeskukunnaamu.frist time thinnantha crispy gaa anipinchaledu.OK!!!

Ee roju evening oorikine alaabayataku town choosthaamani meme vellaamu.down town Satur day kaabatti yemo konni shops close chesina daani valla yemo,konchem calm gaa kanipinchindi. Konni shops fancy vi,antique items vundevi vunnaayi. Avi voorikine window shopping chesaamu.

Ikkada koodaa food try chesthaamani Italian restaurent,Chicago Fire ki vellaamu.ikkada New York Pizza ki Chicago Pizzalaku stiff competition ata. Memu great ante memu great ani.Santana Row lo koodaa Italian Pizza Restaurent ki vellaanu. Ikkada veetilo ambience chaalaa baaguntundi.you feel like remembering these things for a very long time.

Intiki vachchetappatiki pool side vunde chinna baby pool,just three feet deep daantlo andaru hot water spa enjoy chesthu vunnaaru. Aththayya meeru randi anagaane. Adiginde thadavugaa nenu kooodaa neellalo digaanu. Upto neck neellalo koorchunnaamu. Hot water revolve avuthunte ,churning avuthunte, it was so relaxing to the body and mind.
Naaku pillalanu chinnappudu LFC trips appudu Hoggenekkel ki vellina rojulu gurthu vachchaayi. Akkada Kaveri running and shallow wayers lo koorchuni vunte ilaane water warm gaa, envigorating gaa vuntundi,asalu naaku ayithe bayataku raa buddhi ayedi kaadu.Prasad inka chaalu podaamu daa andaru return avuthunnaaru ante gaani kadile daanni kaadu.
Actual gaa we passed through Sacremneto,capital of California district.Folsum anedi actual gaa suburb of Sacremento anta. Ikkada Intel,Sisco,HP laanti pedda companies Hea quarters vunnaayi. Actual gaa idi historical importance vunna town.eighteenth and ninteenth century lalo ikkada chaalaa pedda prison vundedi.aa rakangaa idi first time news loki yekkindi.
Kaani temperatures konchem hot gaane vunnaayi comparitive gaa.ikkada Folsum river koodaa vundi besides American river.

Aravailo bithday party malli malli

Last week Vani vaalla ammaku aravai yellu vachchaayani birth day celebrate chesaaru. Nenu nearing kadaa ani nannu koodaa kaththi pattukomannaaru.sare annaanu.malli ee roju Folsum lo vaalla manavaiki aaro yedu vahchina sandarbhangaa,aaru,aravai rhythmic gaa vundani,malli ikkada chesaaru. Malli ikkada aatalo arati pandu laaga nenu. Malli kaththi pattukunedaaniki nenu ready.

Idanthaa nenu thamaashaaki antunnaanu.paapam nijangaa vaallu visaala hudayam vundevaallu. Vaalla ammaku birthday party chesetappudu nannu pilavaalani rule ledu.actual gaa nenu oka guest laagaane. Kaani gouravamichchi naa vayasu koodaa adenani thelisi , mana vaallu ane anubandhamtho nenu koodaa happy gaa feel kaavaalani cehsina guesture.
I am really grateful for their guesture of goodwill and oneness.
Inka party vishayaaniki vasthe bayata arrange chesaaru,peacock restuarnt ata,indian cuisine.famous for biryaani ata.akkadiki velletappudu daarilo American river cross chesaamu.
Friends and colleagues chaalaa mande vachchaaru. Pillalaku engaging gaa vuntundani joker laaga ,magic chesevaallanu engage chesaaru. Pilllau aadukunedaaniki bouncer pettinchaaru. Vaallu peddagaa magic cheyaledu kaani pillalaku diffent types lo balloons voodinchi ichchaaru. Simple vi yedo konni chesinatlunnaaru.
Speeches,specific gaa best wishes alaa yemi ledu. First bujjodu cake cut chesaadu. Next nenu,Kalaaavathi joint gaa cut chesaamu.mundare lunch chesesaaru guests andaru. Idi kosa merupu annamaata.
Party baagaa jarigindi.pillalu baagaa arrangements chesaaru.
Nenu inka aravai yedu raavaali malli malli ani paadukovaali.yendukante nijamgaa ilaa cut cheyataalu asalu alavaatu ledu. Pillalaku koodaa chinnappudu ilaa chesedaanni kaadu. Puttina roju ante podduna lechi thalaku posukovatam,koththa guddalu vesukovatam.veelainantha matuku aa roju andaru selavu betti,matinee ko,first show ko cinemaku velladam. Intlo pappu,paayasam,pulihora,vadalu chesukoni thinadam.
Andariki ide paddhathi.alaantidi naa birthday ki, maa pillalu kaakapoinaa, kodalu vaallu cheyatam nijangaa great kadaa!
I enjoyed it a lot.

Adusu throkkanela........

Mnaku oka naanudi vundi.adi yentante ...adusu throkkanela,kaalu kadaganela ani.nijame kadaa!adi penta ani thelisinappudu poi poi kaalu betti ,yelu betti thaakatam yenduku malli asahyam ani kaalu kadukkovatam yenduku.anavasaram kadaa! Theliyakapothe annaa poneele anukovachchu.kaani chaalaa mandi itlaanti bhrashtu vyavahaaraalu anni thelise chesthaaru. Malli laakkoleka,peekko leka allaaduthaaru.vaallini yevaru kshaminchalemu,aakahariki vaallanu vaalle kshaminchukoleni paristhithi.

Thraagudu,thirugudu anevi mana indviduals ke kaadu, sanghaaniki koodaa manchivi kaadu ani manakandariki thelsu. Kaani manaku manam chaalaa goppagaa voohinchukuntaamu. Manaku chaalaa self control vundi anukuntaamu. Okka saare kadaa,yemi pothundi. Mnaku aa maathram theleedaa,avi manchidi kaadani. Just once in awhile ye i kaadu ani dheemaa! Ee dheemaa manaku last ki pucche pagilelaa chesthundi.

Aa bad habits nunchi bayataku raavaalante chaalaa saarlu beyond our capacity, ledu sincere gaa try chesthe yellu poollu paduthundi vaatini vadilinchukunedaaniki

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Andukane simple life lead cheyyaali manamu. Life ni manaku maname complicate chesuko koodadu. Thelisi bad habits ki baanisa kaakoodadu. Manamu cigarettes thaaguthu,drink chesthu mana biddalaku aa pani cheyya vaddu ante vaallu maata vintaaraa?

Asalu manaku moral right vuntundaa,vaallaku cheppedaaniki. First nuvvu suddhamayi tharuvaatha maaku suddhulu,buddhulu cheppu antaaru.mana biddala kallalo manamu cheap ayipothaamu.
Let them look up to us as their role models,for good habits,good way of living and be respectable.

To be or not to be,that is the question!

Ee dialogue yekkadido meeku ippatike thelusundaali.idi Shakespere raasina drama,tragedy Hamlet lo hero raasindi.deentlo heso oka niraasaavaadi,oka rakangaa cheppaalante chaalaa passive. Vayasulo chinnavaade! Kaani oka yuvakudiki vundaalsina drive, optimistic outlook yemi vundavu. Daaniki thodu athanu preminchina ammaayi,Ophelia,mentally weak personality. Aa ammaayi suicide chesukuntundi. He feels he has nothing to llok forward in his life.

Andukane thana fatherni champindi vaalla chinnaayana ani thelisinaa, ithani paina athanu murder attempt chesthaadu shortly ani thelisinaa, aakhariki thanaku ichchina drink lo visham kalipaadu ani thelisinaa,without a fight sccumb avuthaadu. Yentha sepu ye pani ayinaa cheyyaalaa vaddaa ane sandigdham lo vuntaadu.
Idi naataka rachayitha raasindi manamamndaramu chadivi yedavaalani kaadu. Manamu alaa vunda koodadani. Manalo fighting spirit yeppudu challaara badakoodani. Manaku anyaayam jaruguthunte protest cheyyaalani.jeevithaanni positive outlook tho jeevinchaalani. Poraada kundaane otamini angeakarincha koodadu ani.
There is always tomorrow ane hope thoti manamu yeppudu bathakaali. Rathri anedi yeppatiki nilichipodu,pagalu anedi vasthundi,veluthuru thesthundi,aasalanu proguchesukoni vasthundi ane nammakam tho bathakaali.
seetha koodaa Raavanudi cheralo vunnappudu suicidegurinchi alochisthundi. Kaani venukaki thagguthundi. Bhayamu valla kaadu,dhairyamu leka kaadu. Manishi brathikuntene kadaa,repu ane ushodayaanni choosedi repu yemainaa jaraga vachchu. Aaroju manaku manchi jarigetatlayithe ,manamu aa aanandaanni kolpoinatle kadaa! Andukani correct decision theesukuntundi.

Bhayamu anedi mana raktham lone vundaali. Denikainaa vijayamo,veera swargamo anelaa vundaali. Oka manchi fight ichchi  odinaa,we get applause from the public. That is enough. Aa aanandaanni wrongroute lo gelupu pondina vaadu,veyyi janmalu yeththinaa pondaledu.

Kaabatti sari ayina maargam lo payanisthaamu. Dil lagaake poraadudaamu for what is right,we will definitely succeed in the end. Dharmamu,adharmamu madhya vunde line nu gurthinchi adugulu vesthaamu. Thelivigaa nyaayamu,dharmamu anukokundaa,mana manasu cheppina correct ayina maargam lo mudadugu veddaamu.

Paapam!leva leni daanivi kadaa!!

Peddakkayya Vidavalur lo pami chesetappudu selavulaku nannu akkadiki akkayya,u thodugaa sahaayamgaa vundamani pampinchevaallu. Kaani actual gaanaaku yemi cheyatam raadu. Akkayya poddunnelechi adi ready avuthu maaku coffe,tiffin,annaa.u anni chesipetti velledi.madhyaahnam ontiganta thaali vachchedi intiki. Madhyalo emergency vunte velaalsi vachchedi. Hospital intiki anukune.
Akkayyaku almost ninth month jaruguthundedi. Kaani procedurelo yemi marpu vundedi kaadu.naaku periods appudu baagaa kadupu noppi vachchedi. Maamulugaa ayithe Baralgan tablets ichchevaallu severegaa vunte Baralgan injection yesthundevaallu akkayyavaallu. Aakharudaanni,balaheenapudaanni kaabatti gaaraabaalupothu,aapasopaalu paduthu vundedaanni konchem baagaa lekaoinaa. Saayanthraalu aarubayata andaru navaaru manchaalu vesukuni peddavaallu maatlaadukuntu, chinnavaallu aadukuntuntu choosthu vundevaallu. Nenu manchineellu kaavaalannaa akkayyaa!mancheelle! Ane daanni. Akkayya paapam gammuna intloki velli thechhichchedi.

Kaani maa chuttu pakkala indla vaallaki nenante chaalaa kopam gaa vundedi anukuntaa.vaallaku aa vayasuki alaa yemi theliyakundaa,panulu cheyakundaa vundevaallanu yeppudu choosinatlu ledu. Kaabatti ollu mandi,okasaari anesaaru. Avunu kadammaa,nuvvu levaleni daanivi ayipothivi. Mee akkayye kadaa neeku sevalu cheyaalsindi ani.

Kaani appudu koodaa naaku vaallu nannu yekkiristhunnaaru,deppipodusthunnaaru ani theliyaledu.nenu neerasangaa vunnaaanu ani jaalipadi ,naatho yekeebhavisthunnaaru anukunedaanni.avunu ani thala oopaanu. Vaallanthaa nirghaantha pOyaaru.

Kaani tharuvaaththaruvaatha the.isindi naaku,levaleni vaallu ante kaduputho vundevaallanu,late stage of pregnancylo vundi panulu chesukoleka chesukunevaallanu antaaru ani.

Anthaa happy ,contented

Maa inti get together anthaa happy gaa,contented gaa jarigipoindi.vachchinavaallu happy,recieve chesukunnavaallu happy!it was a memorable reunion!naaku manasanthaa nindi poindi aanandamtho.monday nunchi okkokkaru ,musical chairs aata laagaa vaalla flight times avuthunte bayaluderuthu vachchaaru.monna Chaithu,ninna Lakki,Chandu,ee roju Vinny!
Andaru vunid navvuthu,thulluthu,jokes vesukuntu,yekkirinchukuntu,indoor games aadukuntu,bayata outings ki pothu,Santana Row ni dunnesthu thamaashaagaa alaaggaa,asalu time yelaa pass ayindi ane spruha lekundaa smooth gaa jarigipoindi.
Prasad ki nenu dhairyamgaa cheppagalanu,nijamayyaa,happygaa time spend chesaamu andaramu.nuvvu koodaa vundivunte circle perfect gaa complete ayi vundedi. Nuvvu happygaa vundu wherever  you are!

Golden gate bridge manchutho doboochulaata

Ninna Vineela vaalla first meet ayina day anta.vaallanu vontarigaa vadalakundaa andaramu SFO ki vellaamu.pillalaku mood vachchinatlundi.mallee cheerala lone.
Akkada Palace Of FINE ARTS VUNDI AA BRIDGE KI daggaralone.first akkadiki vellaamu.chaalaa huge constructions. Actual gaa Kadapa daggara Siddotam ku near by koodaa ilaa pedda kota avi choosaanu nenu aa amdhya. Ikkada ivi antha old monuments kaadu kaani baagaa artistic work tho,pedda pedda sthambhaalu,vaati paina intricate work,madhyalo pedda dancing hall laaga ,chutturu poola mokkalu,shrubs baagundindi.aanukune chinna pond,daantlo ducks,cranes and some other varieties of birds lovely gaa lofeq vuttipaduthuvundindi.akkada antha pictureque gaa vundi kaabatti chaalaa mandi poto sessions ki vahchi vunnaaru. Akkada bridal photo sessions yekkuva jaruguthaayi anta.yevaro dancer koodaa alaa photomshoots cheyinchukuntu unnindi.
Maa andari hungaamaa choosi,oka professional photographer mammalani photos theesthaanu ani request chesaadu.portraits athani speciality laagaa vundi.aayana vaade camera lens 7000 dollars vuntundi ani anukuntu vunnaaru pillalu.maaku copiesaisthaanu ani annaadu.

Akkada nunchi Golden gate bridge daggariki vellaamu.anthaa fog! Yendagaa vundindi,kaani aa bridge paina aa pakka kondalapainunchi dhaaragaa prathi crevices nunchi pogamanchu tumble down avuthu vasthoone vunnindi.bridge moththam kammukoni vunnindi. Aa high points ,brige moththam red gaa paint ayi vunnaa modatlo okka chukka koodaa kanipinchledu.konchem konchem akkadakkada,oka saarimtipm,okasaari madhyalo alaa kanipinchindi.

Alaa kaadani Vista point daggariki,ante up above hill point daggaraku vellaamu.appatiki mostly manchu ledu,but alalu alalu gaa kondala painunchi vasthune vundi.okka saari aa view point daggariki velli choosthe kinda chinna chinna ripples tho samudram meeda alalu! Aa alala paina manchupogalu olalaaduthu vunnaayi. Oka side nunchi manchu pogalo vunde humidity ki indra dhanussu vayyarangaa,ompulu thiruguthu,okintha siggu paduthu kanipisthu kanipinchakundaa andarini ooristhu vunnindi.doorangaa back drop lo skyscrapers!

Aa hill top lo konchem eeduru gaali,konchem chaligaa vunnindi. Kaani it was a beautific site to be enjoyed and enlived.andulo veellu konchem photography priyulu.kaabatti pandaga laaga vaathaavaranam.

Next event thindi.Dosa at Filimore ki vellaamu.last time deeni sister branch ki vellaanu.return lo bayataku vasthe punnami vennela andaalalo ,golden gate bridge andaalu marintha dviguneekarangaa kanipinchaaayi.daanikithodu entire bridge lighting arrangements! Aa lights waves laagaa kanipinchetatlu monitor avuthu vuntaayi.avi instal chesina architect and engineer vaatini monitor chesthu vuntaadata regular gaa.

Moththaaniki pillala kante nenumyekkuva khush.aa professional photographer nannu super mom antu vunnaadu vaallandari madhya nenu vundetappatiki. Nijangaane alaane feel ayyaanu biddalatho enjoy chesthu.

Prasad chaalaa santhoshisthaadu!

Monna night Vineela,Chaitanya,Chandu lu vachchesaaru. Intiki vachchi andaramu actual gaa pandukunetappatiki almost early hours ayindi.vineela marchipoi daani cell kinda petti poindi.ayidunnaranunchi inka earlymorning alarm. Nenu,Kalavathi lechesaamu. Inkandaru okallokallugaa lechesaaru. Fresh up ayi vaallu park ki vellochchetappatiki Chaitanya, pillalu,vaalla naannalu vachchesaaru. Inka anthaa festive mood. Navvulu puvvule . Bujjolla genthulu,parigeththadaalatho asalu samayam theliyaledu.evening Kalavati Birthday party. Cke kosi photo session!full makeup lo andaramu Santana Row ki vellaamu.evening anthaa chaalaa baagaa spend chesaamu.
Chaalaa saarlu naaku ade anipinchindi. Prasad ayithe inkaa chaalaa baagaa enjoy chesuntaau ee rojuni ani. Yendukante thanaku padi mandi vunte chaalaa ishtam. Thelukundaane josh ,happiness vasthaayi kadaa!thanu ummadi kutumbhamlo putti perigaadu kadaa!
Chaalaa mandi laagaa bhayapadadu. Yevarainaa intiki vasthaarante,naalugu rojulu untaarante kontha andiki bhayam.kaani Prasad chaalaa enjoy chesthaau manaspoorthigaa!

Sraavana sukravaara mahima

Sraavana maasam vachchinappati nunchi gudiki poyesi raavaalani korikagaa vundindi.mangala aaram kaani,sukravaaram kaani vellithe baagundu ani feeling.seattle lo kudara ledu.ninna sraavana maasam,sukravaaram,varalakshmi ratham roju.
Kaani roju anthaa pillalaku hectic gaa vundindi.kaabatti akkadiki theesukellandi.ikkadiki theesukellandi ani adagaalante noru raaledu. Kaani unexpected gaa  appatikappidu anukonu Livermore ki vellaamu.
Velletappudu traffic yekkuvagaavu data, valana baagaa slow gaa vellaamu. Okarakangaaa dariki visuku vachchindi. Ee lekkana return koodaailaavunte maree ardharaathri avuthundemonani.kaanee oka rakangaa in time lone vellaamu. Appude pooja start ayi vundindi.baagaane rush vunnaaru. Aa gudi choodatam first time nenu. Baagundi.baagaa spacious. Chaalaa devullu vunnaaru.sivudu, vinaayakudu,Parvathi,Venkateswaraswamy,Lakshmi,Radha krishnulu, Seetharaamulu,Nava grahaalu inkaaa chinna gullu,uthsava moorthulu vunnaaru.central hall lo ammavaari vigraham ,uthsava moorthy anukuntaa petti pooja chesthu vunnaaru. Chaalaa mandi collective gaa vratham chesukuntu vunnaaru. Archana,abhishekaalu,ashtoththaraalu anni baagaa swachchangaa chaduvuthu vunnaaru.atmosphere baagaa pleasant gaa,gudilo vundaalsina vidhamgaa,holygaa,pious gaa, festive vaathaavaranam lo baagaa vundi.
Memu anthaa anni devullanu nidaanamgaa choosaamu. Poojaarulu andaru main vratham daggara attend avuthunnaaru.kaani yekkada thopulaatalu,thokkisalaatalu levu. Jnam yekkuvagaa vunnaa calm gaa,composedgaa vunnaaru. Anthaa sthimithangaa choosukoni,nidaanamgaane thirigi vachchaamu.

India lo ayithe oka gudiko gopuraaniko velli vundedaanni,ikkada kudara ledu ane korava lekundaa biddalu maa interest gamaninchi theesukellatam,pandaga rojuna nannu marintha santhosha padelaa chesindi.pandaga rojuna ammavaarini choosaamu ane thrupthi kaligindi.

Manaku nijangaa nammakam vunte mana manasulo vundedi theeruthundi anipinchindi.moththaaniki ninna happy ending for the festive day!! !

Saathvikaahaaram sarvajana sammathamaa?

Saathvikaahaaram peddalu yenduku thinamantaarante sathvagunam abbuthundi ani. Maamasaahaaram yenduku vaddantaarante rajogunam pravidailluthundi.thamogunam hechchuthundi.vegetarian food saathvikamayina dani manam nammuthaamu.
Maamsaaharamu anedi oka praanini himsinchithene kadaa dakkedi.
Live ant let live ante manam vegetarian diet theesukovaali.
Deeniki oka savarana chesaaru. Egg anedi non veg kaadu eggarians egetarians kinde lekka ai.

Manama Bengal ki velithe vaallu chepalani jala pushpaalu antaaru. rahmalu koodaa thintaaru, karma krathuvulalo koodaa vaaduthaaru.meenaalu maamsam kaadante ye aru oppukuntaaru? Kaani vaallu nammuthaaru.

Asalu aa maataku vasthe maa babu pakvam chesina vanta thinakoodadu antaadu. Manamu yenduku vandukuntaamu? Easily digest ayyedaaniki.kaani daani valana chaalaa poshakaalau pthaayi.kadigi,vaadchi,maadchi,vudakabetti,uppubetti,daantlo poshaka viluvalu anni matti kottukoni poyedaaka nidra pomu.aakhariki trash thintaamu.
Ade pachchi koora gaayalu,pandlu,paalu,dumpalu thinnaaamu anuko.okati avi oka raagaan aragavu. Kdupu full gaa vunna feeling.ante oka rakangaa dieting chesthunnatlu.
Actual gaa manam kancham. Undara nunchi ardhaakali tho leyyaalanta. Sagam kadupu thindi tho nindaali. Paau vanthu neetitho nindaali. Paavu vanthu khaaleegaa vunchaali.

Brahmachaarulaithe yeka bhuktham bhoosayanam antaaru. Ante widows,brahmachaarulu onti poota thinaali. Idanthaa yendukante manam thindi yekkuva thine koddi thaamasam peruguthundi, thadupari kaamam meeda aasakthi peruguthundi.

Kaabatti mana nadavadikanu manam thine thindi niyanthristhundi anedi kachchitham. Kaabatti saathikaahaaram anni velalaa sreyaskaram ani naa abhipraayam!!!

Raamo vigrahavaan dharmah

Dharmaannimanushya roopam lo choosthe yetlaa vuntundi ante Ramudu laaga vuntundi ata.ante Raamudu dharmaaniki parthiroopam.a yugam ke kaadu yugaalu maarinaa tharaalu marinaa,antharaalu maarinaa athane manaku role model prathi positive vishayam lonu.
Athanu lokaaniki oka koduku yelaa undaalo,anna yelaavundaalo,bhartha yelaavundaalo,sishyudu yelaavundaalo,raaju yelaavundaalo,snehithudu yelaa vundaalo,hithudu yelaa vundaalo ante thalamaanikam athade.inthaku minchi example maname kaadu yevaru choopinchaleru.
Chandamaama kaavaalani maaraam chese amaayakapu koduku kaavaalani prathi thalli korukuntundi.andukane chandamaama raave paata antha popular ayindemo!
Thandri garvinchathagga sugunaabhiraamudu Ramudu .
Aa thandri notitho cheppaleni korika, pannendu samavathsaraala aranyavaasaanni alaokagaa,nishtagaanibaddhathagaa aachainchaadu Ramudu.ee roju vainamgaa chaduvukoraa, chedu thirugullu thiragodduraa ani thalli thandrulu annaa biddalaku kopam nashaalaaniki antuthundi.

 Guruvu cheppe prathi vishayaanniathyanthaconcentration tho vini, aakalinchukoni,aapaadinchukoi,perfect student anipinchokovatam okka Ramudike chellindi.
Oka annagaa Lakshmana,Bharatha ,Sathrughnulanu yenthaa baagaa choosukunnaado  manaku ardham avuthundi.Bharathudu paadukalu theesukoni vachchetappudu Lakshmanudu athani vuddesaanni anumaanisthaadu.kaani Raamuduki thelusu,bharathudi nishta,nibaddhatha,anna paina gouravam ,prema. Athanu anumaaninchadu.
Bhaarya rendu rojulu puttintiki velithene ,yetchi pitchi alochanalatho marigi pothuntaaru mogavaallu .kaani anni nelalu,yellu ame pakkana lekoinaa ame paina prema isumantha ayinaa thaggakundaa, yeka pathneevrathudigaa nilabadipoyaadu.

Vaalini snehithudugaa accept chesina tharuvaatha,snehaaniki koththanirvahanam cheppaadu.athaniki swachchandangaa Vaalini chai Raajyam ippinchaadu,athani bhaaryanu athaniki ippinchaadu.

Aasrithudigaa vachhina Vibheeshanudiki raajyam daanam chesaadu. Asalu yuddham start kaakamunde athanini Lanka ku raajugaaniyaminchesaadu. Ante thanapaina thanaku antha aathma viswaasamu annamaata.
Rajugaa prajalanu biddala kanteinkaa yekkuvagaa choosukunnaadu.raaju kaamakelilalo munigi theluthunte prajalu daggaraku vachchi vaalla kashta ashtaalu cheppukolerani,yeppudu down to earth,okintha digulugaa vundevaadu.yendukante manam kashtaalalo vunnappudu santhosham gaa vundevaadu,mana ghosha vindedaaniki ishtapadadu.kaani manalaane ibbandi padevaadiki aa kashatm. Aa baadha thelusthaayi. Kaabaati andariki accessible gaa vundevaadu.
kaikeyi savathi thalli ayinaa,thanu okkade ammenu dooshinchaledu.aakhariki Sontha koduku Bharathudu koodaa amenu thappu pattaadu. ramudu okkade amenu sariggaa ardham chesukunnaadu.

Kaabatti manam koodaa Ramudu antha goppa vaallamu kaakapoinaakaneesam konni manchigunaalannaa nerchukoni baagupadaaamu.

Diet control antha veejee kaadu

Puttinappati nunchi daddhojanaalu, kattepongallu thini,gaddaperugulu,perina neyyi vesukuni thinna praanaalaki nijangaane dieting antha easy kaadu.
Kaani idi dieting yugam! Prajalalo body fitnessainaperigina awareness manalani koodaa aa konam lo visleshinchikoni manchigaa food habits maarchukomani chebuthundi.
Manaku ruchulu kaavaalaa, arogyam kaavaalaa? Jihvachaapalyaaniki yekkuva praadhaanayam isthaamaa,physical fitnesski importance isthaamaa anedi manaku maname nirnayinchukovaalsina paristhithi.
Chinna biddalaku chinnathanam nunche manchi food habits nerpinchaali . Junk food ki aamada dooram lo vunchaali. Kaani oka rakangaa peddavvaalle biddalaku duralavaatlu chesthunnaaru. Intlo manugupoolu, uppuchekkalu, minapasunni chesipettakundaa, pizzalu,burgers, lays,kurkure,chocobars alavaatu chesthunaaru.
Inka already oka type of life styleki. Oka type of food habits ki alavaatu padina vaallu overnight maaraleru.vaallaku aa necessity thelisiraadu. Yemavuthundile ane dheemaa! Idi chaalaa saarlu thappugaane thelisipothundi. Theliaykapothe OK!,thelisina tharuvaatha koodaa wrongroutelo nadavatam antha sreyaskaram antaaraa?
Okati veelaintha matuku manchi health kaapaadukovatam thappu kaadu kadaa?manalanu maname niyanthrinchukovaali. Pedda vaallamu maname controllekundaa bathikithe, chinna vaallaku yemani cheppagaluguthaamu?
Manam manchi health kaapaadukunte, manamuk happy gaa vuntaamu, mana vaallanu ibbandi pettamu, hairaana pettamu. Anthaa smooth sailing gaa vuntundi. Yndukante vaallaku koodaa vaalla personal life vuntundi kadaa! Yntha sepu manaku sodaalu jingerlu andisthu, manamu aapasopaalu paduthunte mana venakala paruguleththaalante poddunalechi,yevarikainaa visuke kadaa!
At least aged people gaa,manam mana biddalaku bhaaram kaakundaa choosukovaali. Mana health parangaa vaallu yelaanti tensions pada koodadu. Inevitablenu yetu yevaru aapaleru.kaneesam mana chethullo vundeddaaani ayinaa manamu set right chesukovachhu kadaa!,,

Chakkadanaala harivillu chakkagaa!

Nenu ninna Seattle nunchi San Jose vachchaanu.7:40pm flight.start ayyetappude slightgaa vaana,mabbulu.Seattle ki vachchetappudu almost ilaane vachchaanu.kaani half an hour mundununche MT.Rainier kanipinchindi.kaani mabbula kaaranamgaa yemi kanipinchaledu.
Konchem sepu ayetappatiki Sun dip ayyetappudu sky anthaa bhale thamaashaagaa ayindi.kinda thellagaa mabbulu.yelaa ante chinnappudu Karedulo ammamma pedda baanalo majjiga chilukuthunte nurugu,venna paiki theluthunnatlu kanipinchindi. naradudu mabbula paina nadusthu paatalu paadukuntu manamu cinemaalalo choosthaamu,ikkada airbus lo manam meghaalaina!
Konchem dark avuthundindi.konni rays oka strip laagaa oka angle lo padi red gaa strip laagaa kanipisthu vundindi.konchem sepatiki vibgyor colors anni ardhachandraakaram gaa rainbow laaga kaakundaa straight lines lo anni colors yentha vivid kanipinchaayo!yentha amzing gaa vundindo.blue,green,yellow,orange,red,kinda anthaa dark gaa,blue paina dark blue andblack gaa. Chaalaa baagundindi.
Sky clear ayindi tharuvaathaa,cheekati mudirekoddi. Plane angle cut chesetappudu mana side height periginappudu almost chandrudini direct gaa kallalo kallu petti choosinatlu ayindi. Aa moment nijangaa momentous!first time chandrudini thala paiketthi choodakundaa same planelo choodatam! Ivannichaalaa rare moments to be cherished for a long time to come.

Rinbow antene villu laaga, alaantidi straight lines lo kanipinchadam baagaa nachhindi.the trip was nice!

Naa August 15 experiences

Chinnappudu August fifteen anteoddunne badiki ready ayi vellatam, paddhathigaa class wise rows lo niluchukovatam, chief guest okaru vachchi speech ichchi flag hoisting chesi vellatam.tharuvaatha teachers queue lo okkallanu rammani okato,rendo orange peppermints ichchi vellamanatam.
Aa chief guest yemi maatlaaduthaado,yevarini vuddesinchi maatlaaduthaado theliyadu.
Girls high school ki vachchetappatiki flag hoisting ayina tharuvaatha, mass parade ayina tharuvaatha, dancelu,desa bhakthi geethaalu paadatam. Oka saari Rukmini vaalla amma choreograph chesina paata yedo pathrikalo vachhindi,jaatheeya jendaa paina adi chesaamu.
Ivanni ayi poina tharuvaatha, school moththam students ni municipal office ki leka pedda school ki theesukellevaallu. Akkada andariki rendu chocolates,peppermints ichchevaallu. Avi theesukoni kaallu kaallu kottukuntu anthantha dooraalu nadichi intiki vachche vaallamu. Akkadi nunchi teachers inka manalani pattinchukoru.
Central school lo,Spw college lo konchem baagaa jarigedi professional gaa.Bank lo cherina tarvaatha koodaa August 15th,Jan 26th flag hoisting ki illu yentha dooram annaa khachhithamgnaa velledaanni. Chaalaa mandi leave vachchindi ani, vere programs pettukune vaallu. Nenu matuku that is the minimum we can do for thenation and its important days  ani khachchithangaa bhaavisthaanu.
Desaanni preminchatam nerchukovaali, gouravinchatam nerchukovaali. Maree casual gaa theesukokoodadu. Yentha mandi sacrifices valla manaku independence vachchindi oka saari manam simhaavalokamam chesukovaali,mana younger generations ki ardham ayyelaa cheppaaali.
Vaallaku manamentha united people anedi arham ayyelaa cheppaali. Desaanni gouravinchatam nerpaali.

Rendu jadala seetha

Chinnappudu amma naaku yeppudu rendu jadalu vesedi. Naaku juttu maa menaththala polika vachchindi. Chaalaa manchi juttu,baagaa laavugaa poduggaa vachchevi jadalu.almost college ki vachchedaaka amme vesedi.

Kaani amma yeppudainaa madhyaahnaalu theeriggaa koorchoni pusthakam chaduvuthunte jada vestaanani amma daggaraku velledaanni. Paapam amma pusthakam chaduvuthunte silent gaa rendu jadalu vesedaanni. Oka saari ayithe maa babu kosam oka aayana vachchaadu. Appudu ammakum rendu jadalu vesaanu,amma gamaninchaledu. Aayana ammanu vinthagaa choosi vellaadu. Ammaa tharuvaatha thittindi.
Peddannayya aadivaaraalu pandukoninte rendu jadalu vesthaannai duvvena theesukelli,duvvi duvvi try chesedaanni. Kraff ki jadalu yelaa vasthaayi? Kaani veera level lo try chesi ,robbons tho katti gandara golam chesedaanni. Annayya gammuna thala naaku appaginchi oorukunevaadu

Naa pillala daggariki vachche tappatiki naaku time factor, vineelaku chaalaa manchi juttu. Pillalakiddariki rendu jadalu vesetappatiki thala praanam thoka ki vachchedi. Aa hadaavudilo paapata vankara tinkaragaa, oka jada laavugaa ,oka jada sannagaa ,paapam sariggaavachchevi kaadu. Naake thelusu.kaani vippi malli vesedaaniki timevundedi kaadu. Jadalu brahmaandangaa vachchaayi ani vaallaku maaya maatalu cheppi badiki pampe daanni.
Vineelaku aaro class vahchetappatiki vishayam the,isi poindi. Naa jadalu nene vesukuntaanu, neekuveyatam raadu ani thanevesukovatammodalu petyindi.Lakki yemo paapam amaayakangaa naa daggara intermediate ayipoyedaaka veyinchukunedi.kaani yemi laabhama? Ade dokku jadalu,okati laavu,okati sannam, vankara tinkara paapita. Malli nenu jadalu bhale style gaa vachchaayani daanni mosam chesi pampinchatam ,vippi malli vainamgaavese time opika leka.
Degreeki vachchina tarvaata nerchukundi sonthangaajada vesukovatam!

Ippudu anthaa thakkuve!

Okappudu cheera paadaala daakaa jeeraaduthu vukndaali. Pavite bhujaala chuttu kappukoni vundaali. Annam mundara koorchuntekadupu nidaa thinaali.kandali karigetatlu pani cheyyaali.paataam anthaa chadivi cheppaali.
Kaani ippudu anthaa cut short.ippudu cities lo choosthe anthaa minis, midis,micros !oudu poduvaati juttu vunte andam. Ippudu anthaa bobbed style.ippudu annam koodaa limited gaa thinaali. Carbohydrates yekkuva thinakoodadu, fats controlled gaa intaks vundaali,annam limited gaa thinaali.kashta padi cheyakoodadu, konchaaanike alasi pithaaru. Proper exercise lekundaa ye keelu sariggaa vangadu. Doctors koodaa vanga vaddu,koorchovaddu nelapaina ani cehbuthaaru.
Body weight minimum lo maintain cheyyaali.

Oka rakangaa idanthaa manchide. Yendukantaaraa,food shortage roju rojuki yekkuva avuthundi kadaa. Population control antha easy kaau kadaa.ippudu docors ,nutritionists limited gaa nutritional values vunde diet theesukomantunnaaru. Ollu karigincha mantunnaaru.
Dress code anedi yeppatikappudu maaruthuntundi, adi yevari chethilo ledu. Youth follow ayede fashion.we have to go along with the tide. Kaani manaku maname limit pettukovaali guddigaa paatinchakundaa.yekkada denecy end avuthundi,yekkada vulgarity start authundi ane conception manaku correct gaa vundaali.
Juttu vishayaaniki vasthe,ippudu parents iddaru employed mostly. Pillalaku attend ayye time vaallaku thaggipothundi. Ee paristhithullo jadalu vesthu yevaru koorchuntaaru? Craff kottisthe vaalle duvvukoni vellipothaaru.pedda vaalla daggara kochchetappatiki short hair fashion gaa feel avuthunnaaru.
Chinna ppatinunche thindi kadupunindaa thinte vallu vasthundani, sariggaa thinaru.figure conscious chaalaa mandi ammaayilu.kaani body ki minimum resistance power vundaali kadaa.
Yeppudainaa,yekkadainaa..athi sarvathra varjayeth. Nte athini yeppudu pradarsinchakoodau ye vishayam lo koodaa. Madhyemaargam yenchukovaali.

Role model yevaru?

General gaa chinnappudu aadapillalu ,they look up their father and boys look up to their mothers.parents koodaa general gaa alaane feel avuthuntaaru.ammaayilu vaalla naanna laaga corctgaa, bold gaa,stright gaa vundaalanukuntaaru. Abbaayilu amma laaga soft gaa,premagaa,pondikagaa vundaalanukuntaaru.
Asalu amma polikalu kodukuku,thandri polikalu koothuruki vasthe adrushtam antaaru.ante heterozygous ayithe manchidi ani.inko vishayam yendante yevariki vaallaki vaalla plus points ,minus points thelusu ,bayata prapanchaaniki theliyaka poinaa. Kaabatti vaallu vaallalo vunde negative traits biddalaku raakoodadu anukuntaaaru, vaalla life partner ki vunde manchi traits raavaali anukuntaaru. Idi loka sahajam.
Aadapillalaku naanna hero chinnappudu.maa babu daggara nunchi yeduti manishi yelaanti vaadainaa samaanamgaa choodatam nerchukunnaanu. ante mushyivaadu ayinaa,president of America ayinaa samaanamgaa choodaali antaadu babu. rendodi aadapillalayinaa,mogapillalayinaa andaru samaaname. andariki equal opprtunity ivvaaali anevaadu,alaane aacharinchaadu. kaabatte memu ee maathram chaduvukogaligaamu,jeevithamlo paiki raagaligaamu. andukane nenu,koothuru,kodukulanu andarini samaanamga achoosedaaniki try chesaanu nijamgaane. success ayyaanu ane aukuntunaanu.tharuvaatha annayya.nenu chinnappudu maa annayya chese prathi pani cheyaalanukunedaanni.annayya cycle thokkithe,naaku raakapoinaa,madhyaahnaalu stand vesunde cycle thokkuthu vundedaanni.appatlo general gaa yekkuva mandi aadapillalu cycle thokke vaallu kaadu.annayya kadhala pusthakaalu, careers digest, competition master.competition success,Readers digest, Illustrated weekly of India chadivithe nenu anni chadivedaanni. Avi chadivithe general knowledge peruguthundi ani naaku theliyadu. Naaku thelisindi okkate, annayya chesaadu,nenu cheyaali! Anthe! Aaku thelisi annayya chadivina prathi pusthakam nenu chadivaanu,adi EMESCO Telugu books kaani,Indian writers rasina books kaani, second world war paina raasina real incidents kaani .
Kaani annayya doctor ayyaadu,nenu kaaleka poyaanu.
Tharuvaatha rojullo baava vaallu BL chesthe nenu chesaanu, vaallu CAIIB chesthe nenu chesaanu. Vaallu cheyangaa nenu yenduku cheyalenu,yenduku cheyakoodadu. Nenemi thakkuva ani feeling.

Taruvaatha rojullo vineela koodaa vaalla annayya yemi chesthe thanu ade cheyaali ani try chesedi.chaalaa matuku success ayindi anukuntaanu
Prasad ki poojalu punaskaaraalu yekkuva. Nijaaniki vaallaku thelisinantha poojaa vidhaanaalu, abhishekaalu, archanalu, yaagaalu ,navaavarana poojalu homaalu naaku theliyadu.Prasad vunnantha kaalam thanu yelaa chebithe alaa chesaanu,naaku intest personal gaa ledu anukunedaanni.
Kaani ippudu naaku Prasad chesina poojalu punaskaaraalu,nammakaalu anni abbaayi. Ante naaku conscious effort lekundaane nenu Prasad ni follow avuthunnaanu.
Manalo oka naanudi vundi, aaru nelalu kalisi vunte vaaru veeravuthaaru ani. Alaantidi samvathsaraalu, pushkaraalu, decades kalisi vunte aa prabhaavam thappakundaa apduthundi kadaa!

Cheeraa?addagattu panchaa?

First time nenu cheera kattukunnappudu amma murisipoindi,nenu koodaa pedda daanni ayyaanani.yeppudu ammaku koththa cheera konnaa first nenu kattukunedaanni. Tharuvaathe amma kattukonedi.
Tharuvaatha tharuvaatha ammanu choosthunte ammaku asalu cheera sariggaa kattukovatam raadu anipinchedi. Kuchcellu paddhathigaa,vainamgaa kpettukodu pamite sariggaa style gaa vesukodu anipinchedi.
Maa akkayyalu koodaa paapam simplegaa vundevaallu. Vaallanu choosi choosi naaku koodaacheera style gaa kattukovatam raaledu. Kuchcella daggara pins pettukovatam,pamiteki steps laaga petti pins pettukovatam asalu raaledu. Collegelo ,malli bank lo colleagues andaru nannu yekkirinchevaallu nannu, maa laaga neat gaa,stylegaa yenduku kattukovu ani.
Naaku naa paddhathe comfortablegaa vundedi. Vaallu alaa kattukunte neat gaa impeccablegaa anipinchedi kaani,nenu kattukovaalante yedo artificial gaa vunnaanane feeling. Kaabattiamma,akkayya vaallu yelaa vuntaaro,nenu alaagaane follow ayyaanu.
Ippudu pillala hayaamu vachchindi. Vaallaku naa cheera kattu cheera laagaedu,addagattu pancha kattukunnatlu kattukuntaavendammaa ani visukkuntaaru.vaalle naa cheralu select cheyyaalani try chesthaaru.
Naaku navvu vasthu vuntundi. Chinnappudu nenu maa ammanu yekkirinchedaanni ameku cheera sarigga kattukovatam raadani. Ippudu naa pillalu nannu yekkiristhaaru naaku cheera kattukovatam raadani. Bhoomi gundrangaavundatam ante ide kadaa!

Vineela pelli tharuvaatha

Vikky pelli,Vineela pellillaku andaramu kalisaamu. Tharuvaatha Prasad povadam.kalisaamu ,kaani not on a happy note.Lakki pelliki kalisaamu,kaani Prasad poina samvathsaram lone aadapilla pelli chesthe kanyaadaana phalam aayanake dakkuthundi ani aa samvathsarame chesaamu. Andari kallalo,mukhyangaa naaku digulu,vichaaramu tho,Prasad leni lotu thelsuthu oka velithi.naa kayithe kadilisthe kalla neellu. Thelisina vaallu vaallu yevaru kanipinchinaa yedupu thannuku vachchedi.
Ippudu moodu yellu ayindi Prasad poi.ippatiki thalachukunte baadhe,kaani katora sathyaalatho manamu raajee padaali kadaa!pu anedi okati vunnappudu,kaneesam ninna nunchi bayatapadithe kadaa,ee rojulo jeevinchi,repu ane bhavishyaththuki baatalu veyagaligedi.
Malli ee weekend andaramu kalusthunnaamu on a happy note.naaku chaalaa exciting gaa vundi ,anthaa savyangaa sakramangaa jaragaalani.chinnannayya vaallu maathrame ikkada vundedi prasthutham,adee maaku daggaralo.chinnakkayya,peddakkayya vaallu ee madhyane India vellipoyaaru.kaabatti annayya,vadina vaallu thappakundaa veelu choosukoni,chesukoni vasthaarani aasisthunnaanu.

I want to be happy and want others to be happy and relaxed.

Venaka nunchi baaguntundi

Nenu padi pannendella vayasulo vunnappudu nannu choosi maa maama anna maatalu ivi.visleshisthe mundara nunchi baagundanu ani kadaa.baagundaalante mukku,moothi,kallu,complexion yedo okati nachchaali. Ivi anni minus lo vunnatle kadaa.
Chinnappudu nenu ye cinema choosinaa andulo heroine hips swing chesthu nadichedi.intlo akkayya vaallu ,amma vaallu maamoolugaa nadichevaallu. Nadaka ante atlaanadavaali,paapam akkayya vaallaki yemi theliyadu anukoni atlaa nadavatam modalu pettaanu. Manchaala veedhi sandulo oka room lo physically handicapped person vundevaadu. Nenu yeppudu maatlaadedaanni kaadu. Athanu nadavaledu kaabatti yeppudu vaalla inti gadapa daggara koorchoni veedhiloki choosthu vundevaadu.oka saari gamaninchaanu nannu odd gaa choosthunnadani. Ardham kaaledu. What is wrong with me and what was wrong in his attitude?alochisthe nenu cinemaalo laaga kulukuthu nadavatam ani thelisindi. Overnight alaa nadavatam maanesaanu.mogaraayudi laaga,gadakoyya laaga nadavatam start chesaanu. Yedi battinaa athivrushti,leka pothe anaavrushti. Madhyemaargama gaa yemi chesedaanni kaadu.
Naaku manushyulu kaavaali.naake thelisipoindi nenu andagaththenu kaanu ani.yeduti vaallu manalanu ishtapadaali,manatho maatlaadedaaniki interest feel avvaali ante yemi cheyyaali? Manam mana thelivithetalatho maatlaadaali.ante chalokthulu visuruthu maatlaadaali,maatala gaaradi.o navvinchaali.manam muffs kaadu,antho inthi burra vundevaallamu ane vishayam yadaalaapamgaa vaallaku theliselaa cheyaali.venaka nunchi baaguntaanani reverse lo nadavalenu kadaa!yevarainaa yeduraithe venakki thirigi maatlaadalenu kadaa!
Idanthaa oka rakangaa survival tactics.manam yedo planned gaa ,vicious gaa alochinchi chesedi yemi vundadu. Mana masthishkam manaku way out chebuthindi.
Idanthaa yenduku chebuthunnaanante maa friend ki vaalla bharya accident lo poindi. Thanaku iddaru abbaayilu.pedda vaadiki ooha ,gnaanam vachchaayi. Chinnavaadu moodu naalugella vaadu vaalla amma poyetpatiki.peddavaadu eemenu accept cheyaledu. Aunty ane pilichevaadu,maanasikamgaa daggara kaaledu.yendukante vaadu self sufficient,thana ayishtatha bayatapetta gala vaadu.
Chinnavaadiki okari assistance kaavaali aa vayasulo yeppudu. Vaadu thindaragaa rendo ammanu accept chesaadu.comfortablegaa ametho vundagalige vaadu,rapport maintain cheyagaligaadu.
Idanthaavaadu calculative gaa chese vayasu kaadu. Kaani prakruthivaadini alaa thayaaru chesthundi. Kaakapothe vaadu survive kaaledu. Pristhithulaku thaggatlu manishini mould chesthundi.ide jeevana vidhaanam.
Deenine survival tactics antaaru. Ledante bathakanerchina thanamantaaru. Idi leka pothe nijangaane manugada kashtam!
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Gujjana goollu aadatam thelusaa?

Chinnappudu nenu gujjana goollu vandedaanni.aa aata naaku chaalaa ishtam!intlo akkayya vaallu andaru pedda classlu. Nenu yekkuva bayataku vere indlaku velledaanni kaadu, nenu yethimatham ani amma vaallu asalu oppukunevaallu kaadu.
Andukani intlo vunte amma vanta chesthuntundi kadaa. Amm atho kalisi chesthaanani yedchedaanni.raamula vaari thirunnaallalo konna budigalu,banka matti tho chesina pidathalu vundevi. Amma yendaa kaalam ayithe vantintlo kaakundaa konchem gaali veluthuru vachche chota kattela poyyi petti vandedi,aa manchaala veedhi intlo. Nenu koodaa naa budigalu theesukoni amma daggaraku velledaanni.pedda kattelaku chinna chinna pellu vuntaayi pakkalaki. Vaatini laagi thunchedi, avanni oka chota cherchedi. Kumpatlo rendu mande boggulu theesi vaati paina vesthe avi manduthaayi.daani paina chinna pidatha lo neellu,biyyam vesi pettedaanni. Nenu vesedi padi ginjale kaabatti thondaragaa vudikipoyedi,annam ayyedi. everest yekkinantha aanandam naaku vanta cheyatam vachhani.

Amma pachchadi noore banda paina kandi pachchadi, minumula chintha pandu pachchadi chesedi.oka saari amma vaddantunnaa , uppu vesukuni pothram thoti nooraalani try chesaanu. Naaku antha pedda banda control cheyatam raaledu. Phalitham?banda chitikena velupainunchi dorli kinda padindi. Inkemindi! Yedupulu pedabobbalu. Amma parugeththukuntu vachchi choosthe velanthaa raktha mandalam. Gaba gabaa thudichi yedo mandu vesindi.kaani goru voodipoindi konni rojulaku.malli koththa goru vachhetappatiki haalaa rojulu pattindi. Kaani modati goru vunnantha andangaa muchchatagaa raaledu,naaku nachchaledu. Kaani yemi cheyaleni paristhithi kadaa.

Appudu sapadham chesaanu Mangamma laaga yeppudu vanta cheyakoodadani. Adee kaakundaa pedda pedda panulu chesthaanu ani amma daggaraku velledaanni. Amma antha pedda panulu vaddu chinna panulu cheyamenedi.antha underestimate chesthe naa talent ni nenu yenduku cheyaali, ani asalu chesedaannikaadu.
Phalitham? Naaku vanta vaarpu raaledu. Appudu poina interest vanta paina,panula painaa ippatiki thirigi raaledu.

Rajuni choosina kallaki

Raajuni choosina kallatho mogudini choosthe motta buddhi avuthundata! Nijame anipinchindi ninna.ninna Discovery Park ki, Green Lake Park ki vellaamu.avi nijamgaa baagunnaayi. Kaani Mount Rainier grandeur ,diversity choosina tharuvaatha ivi chinnagaa,maamoolugaa aknipinchaayi. Moththaaniki enjoy chesaamu trip,but it was not awe inspiring.
Green lake park ayithe ooty lo artificial lake inkonchem podugu peddadi laaga vundi.kaani deeni plus point yendante centre of the city lo vundatam. Andariki accesible gaa vundatam!
Akkadiki daggaralone taste of India vundindi. North Indian cuisine. Daaniki velllaaamu.

Yekkuva thiragaka poinaa nenu ninna thondaragaa exhaust ayyaanu. Seattle trips inthatitho close,inka koduku daggariki povaali kadaa!

Mosam chesthe modatike mosam

Manam yeduti vaallanu bhale thelivigaa mosam chesthunnaamu anukuntaamu,kaani nijaaniki manalanu maname chaalaa thelivi thakkuvagaamosothuntaamu. Naaku idi chaalaa saarlu ardham ayindi.
Chinnappudu naaku kadhala pusthakaala pitchi.adi manchidaa. Pitchidaa,crime,romance,comedy alaa  yedainaa pusthakam kanipisthe chaalu chadivedaanni.almostaaro classnunchi modalaindi. Anthaku mundu chandamaama,balamithra lu chadivedaanni. Tharuvaatha vaara pathrikalu,tharuvaathaschool nondetails anni classla vaallavi,ultimate gaa novels.

Kaani maa babuku memu kadhala pusthakaalu chadavatam ishtam ledu. Choosthe chimpi baavilo vesevaadu. Oka saari peddannayya friend daggara thechchukunna pusthakam chimpi baavilo veyatam choosaanu kallaaraa.appati nunchi jaagraththa padatam nerchukunnaanu.
Pakkinti kelli akkada chadivedaanni. College lo venaka bench lo koorchoni chadivedaanni.intlo thellavaare lechi, pusthakaaniki cover vesi  badi pusthakam chadivebuild up ichchi chadivedaanni. Appatiki maa ammaku anumaanam vachchedi nenu chadivedi yendi ani. Okkokka saari adigedi koodaa. Ammaku English raadu kadaa, kaabatti badi pusthakam ani cheppedaanni.
Badi pusthakam diga yedusthu chaduvuthaamu. Pusthakam pattukogaane bahyankaramgaa nidra vasthundi. Ade kadhala pusthakam ayithe vachche nidra pothundi. Akkada moodnu batti mana moham lo rangulu,kalalu maaruthuntaayi.
Kaani oka rakangaa addiction laaga ayi poindi. Daani prabhaavam EAMCET examsmoodu saarlu muchhatagaa raasi. Moodu saarlu succesful gaa select kaaka povatam!intlo andaru doctors ayyaaru.andari kante thelivigaladi anukunna nenu maathram B.SC tho saripettukovaalsi vachhindi.manam yenni degrees sampaadinchinaa okka professional greeki avi samaanam kaavu ani ardham chaalaa late gaa thelisindi.
malli maa babu M.Sc chadivinchaadu. Research lo cheraanu UGC fellowship tho .kaani continue cheyaledu. IAS!IFS laku prepare avudaamani university libraryki velli koththagaa,history, civics, e onomics ilaa chaalaa pusthakaalu chadivaanu. Research complete chesi PHD vasthe doctorate vasthundi,appudu andaru doctors avuthaaru anukunna maavaalla aasalanu adiyaasa chesthu bank lo gumaasthaa gaa cheraanu.

Bank lo cheri CAIIB chesaanu.Bava cehyagaa nenu cheya lenaa ani BL  chesaanu. Oka stage lo bank job resign chesi law practice cheddaamanukunnaanu,kaani maa well wisher,bandhuvula aayana ,lawer cheppaadu. Ikkada establish ayyedaaniki chaalaa time theesukuntundi, income flow regular gaa consistent gaa vundadu. Yedo oka rakamaina regular,disciplined life lead chesthunnaavu. Yenduku bhrashtu pattinchukuntaavu ani. Aa alochana viramunchumunnaanu.

Promotion theesukunte transfers vasthaayi ani promotion theesukoledu,kaani naa sudi promotion theesukokapoinaa baagaane transfers vachchaayi.direct interview channel lo promotion theesukundaamante Prasad voukunevaadu kaadu. Aayanaku Lakki vantha paata.nuvvu podduna lechi higher officials tho anthaagodava pettukuntaavu, nuvvu promotion theesukunte ninnu andaman nicobarlako golden temple extension counter ko vesthaaru ani bhaya pette vaallu.

Tharuvaatha inka retirement mundara retirement benefits baaguntaayani kondaru advise chesthe oka raayi vesthaamanukunnaanu. Vaallu cheppe reason yendante,nuvvu okka daanive kadaa ikkada vundedi.inni rojulu nuvvu theesukoni daaniki kaaranam late sitting vuntundani kadaa. prasad two yearsmundata heart attack tho poyaadu.nuvvuinitki oka ganta araganta  late gaa velithe yevRiki nashtam ani.
Naaku nijam anipinchindi. Intiki velliokka daanne bikku bikkugaa vunde badulu time konchem annaa pass avuthundani.kaani nenu eeangle alochinchaanu kaani muppai ayidu yellu  workman gaa vundi sudden gaa,adee fag end of service lo anagement side ki raavatam easy kaadu,chaalaa chaalaa kashtam.vaallu plain hearted kaadu,crooked gaa vuntaaru mostly.vaallatho manam imadalemu.last samvathsaram anthaa narakam choosaanu. Ikkadaa wrong decison theesukunnaa.

Andukane yeppudu ye pani cheyyaalo ade cheyyaali. Chaduvukovaalsina vayasulo kadhala pusthakaalu chaduvuthu naa futureni paadu chesukunnaanu. Vudyogam chesthu relaxed gaa vunde timeloyentha chadivinaa naa career ki pedda asset kaaledu, naaku thrupthi nivvatam thappisthe.retiremnt mundara promotion theesukoni malli wrong step vesaanu. Promotion anedi manaku eligibility vachchina koththallo,chinna vayasulo theesukunte manaku manam aa koththa roleplay ki adjust kaa galathaamu. Musali muppandaana theesukunte rentiki chedda revadi avuthaamu.
Buddhi! Buddhi!!!!!kaani too late to be rectified!!!!!!  !

Thella thellagaa gaddalu gaddalugaa

Chinnannayyaku perugu ante bhale ishtam chinnappudu. Kaani daani perunu marchipoyevaadu. Ammanu annam mundara koorchunnappudu adagaalante ibbandi pade vaadu. Yemi kaavaaliraa ani ante thellagaa gaddalu gaddalu gaavundedi kaavaalane vaadu. Andaru navve vaallu vaadini choosi.

Chinnappudu vaadu intiki raagaane guddalu ippi thiruguthu vundevaadu. Ammayilu class mates vasthe chaapa chuttukoni velli maatlaade vaadu.cheekati ante bhayam,kaabatti cheekati padina thar uvaatha bayataku vellalante laandra pattukoni nenu thoudu povaalsinde. Amma vaallu nannu pampinchevaallu vaadiki thodugaa.
Appatlo Parrys vaallavi chocolate billalu with wrappers vachhevi. Haa.aa tasty gaa vundevi. Amma vaatini yekkada daachipettinaa kanukkoni saiggaa. Hinese vaadu. Nenu adiginappudu amma vethikithea dabbaa anthaa khaalee!naa routine,yedavatam naaku migala ledani.

Annitlo vaaditho naaku poti vundedi.amma annaaniki pilavagaane vaadu velle lopala nenu parugetthi peeta paian, naaku aa rojuki ishtamayina kancham mundara koorchune daanni. Vaadu vachhi adi naa kancham ane vaadu,nenemo nenu mundara vachhi koorchunnnaanu,aa kancham pettukunnaanu kaabatti deentlone thintaanu ani nenu.amma sardi cheppaleka allaadedi.

Pakkala daggara koodaa anthe. Andari kante mundara nidra poyedaanni. Amma vaallu andari pakkalu varasagaa mundare vesevaallu. Gabukkuna poi ye parupu meththagaa vuntundo migilina vaatitho compare chesthe, ye duppati soft gaa, koththadi gaa kanipisthundo adi yerukoni aa pakka paina pandukunedaanni. Vaadu mallaa vachchi aa parupu naadi, ee duppati naadi anevaadu.ilaa roju godava godava.amma vaallaku thala praanam thoka ki vachchedi maaku sardi cheppaleka.

Alaa almost college kochche age daakaa cheekati ante bhayam anevaadu,tharuvaatha army loki velathaadu ani nenu expect cheyaledu. Vaadi kante naaku dhairyam,thelivithetalu yekkuva anukunedaanni. Kaani naakante vaade manchigaa chaduvukunnaadu. Nenu gumaastha ayyaanu,vaadu professional degree holder ayyaadu. Nenu TPT NLR la madhya thiruguthunte transfer
Lalo vaadu america vachchaadu.
Nenu yeppudu naa duradrushtaaniki baadha paddaanu thappa vere vaallu baagunnarani kullukoledu. Kaneesam vaallannaa baagunnaaru, naaku sahaayam chese paristhithilo vunnaarani santhosha padedaanni.

One person, one cup,one neighbourhood at a time

Ee logo nenu ninna starbucks head office lo choosaanu. Naaku chaalaa nachhindi.akkadadiffent types of coffee seeds, diffent grades of roasting, different varieties and their specific flavors gurinchi thelusu kunnaanu. Original gaa vaalla logo oka mermaid with two tail fins. Kaani daanni ippudu konchem maarchinatlunnaaru.otti tound face of a siren ie mermaid  vundi. Kaani vaalla one person,one cup,one neighbourhood at a time anedi simple gaa baagundi. Vaallaku ippudu nearly more than twenty thousand outlets unnaayanta. Ee madhya recent gaa India lo koodaa vaallu kaallu mopaaranta TATA OR RELIANCE vaalla collabaration tho.

Akkadi nunchi Macys ki velli akkada konchem window shopping chesaamu. Akkada ,otus ane indian cuisine vundi. Akkada nearly twenty food different country,and types of  outlets vunnaayi. Aaconglomeration ni food court antaaranta. Akkada naaku naan, rice thechhaaru pillalu, vaallu vaallaku kaavaalsina noodles, fired rice lu thinnaaru.
Naa cheppulu konchem damage ayi vunnaayanta actual gaa enu gamaninchLedu. Lakki Clarks vaalla cheppulu konichchindi. Nijangaa naaku baagaa nachhaayi.yedo flowers laagaa vundi paina.

Akkada nunchi CHennai Expressvellaamu.hilarious movie,yekkada yedupulu peda bobbalu levu.kadha koodaa ledu.chaalaa scenes repeated scenes paatha cinemaalal lonunchi. Aa kadha ippatiki manam veyyi cinemaalalo choosinvuntaamu. Yendante antha dabbulu petti antha silly gaa  producerki ,director mi dhairyam kaavaali kadaa!
Yendante Shah Ruh Khan comedy baagaa ease tho cheyagaladu kaabatti, vaadi old age ni heroine young looks compensate chesthaayi kaabatti choodagalam pakka mass masaala! Nothing newin the entire film.probably hero doesnot want to take any risks.

Ammadanaaniki gender lu atheetham

Chinnappudu aaru yedu yella vayasulo amma nidra pothuntechinnagaa velli jacket mudi vippi paalu thaagedaaniki try chesedaanni. Amma lesthe thiduthundani nidraothunnatlu kallu moosukunedaanni.amma paapam yemi anedi kaadu.
Kaani adi yentha kashtamo naaku pedda ayina tharuvaatha thelisindi. Mna daggara paalu lenappudu alAachesthe visuku,kopam ,chiraaku,cheedara,self pity,yedupu anni vasthaayi.pillalanu dooarngaa nedithe,nidra lechi malli yedupu langhinchukuntaaru.malli vaallu nidra poyedaakaa ide prahasanam!ee vyavahaaram lo manaku nidra yeppudo TATA cheppi vellipothundi.
Appudu thelisindi ammaku sahanam yentha yekkuvo ani.
Nenu pedda ayi dab bu ibbandulu, psychological turmoil lo vundetappudu annayyalu,akkayyalu andaru yentha helping gaa vundevaallo.naakante vaalle yekkuva baadha paddaaru naa vishayam lo.  Peddannayya okasaari TPT ki vachchinappudu,pillalu ,nenu yendaakalam lo fan lekundaa ukkaki,segaku alladuthunte gammuna nenu office nunchi intiki vachchetappatiki ceiling fan biginchesaadu.chinnannayya vaallu ayithe nenu ichchaanani neevu theesukunnavani yevariki cheppaballedu,amma babuki kooda. Jaagraththagaa vaaduko anevaallu.
Peddakkayya ayithe manam voorikine daani daggariki velli manam yedchi daanini yedipinchatam yenduku. Daaniki ippudu kaavaalasindi dabbulu ani. Thanu raakundaa yevaru vachchinaa naaku dabbulu ichchi pampedi.ourse lo cheyi pedithe yentha vasthe antha ichchesedi. Asalu lekka pettukunedi kaadu.nenu chinna thanam feel avuthaanemo nani pillalaku kahrchu pettu ani cheppimichchedi. Naaku vaddu, avasaram ledu,vunnaayi ani annaa,neeku gaadu memu ichchedi,biddalaku, need daggara vunid neeku avasaram leka pothe bank lo vesipetti,vaallaku avasaraaniki vaaduko anedi.

Chinnakkayya ayithe Vineela ki aralaksha rank vasthe EAMCETlo,nenu yelaa chadivinchaali,govt seat vasthene chadivinche thaanathu lenidaanni ani baadha paduthunte,nuvvu daani cademic career waste cheyavaddu one year, nenu hostel fees,migilina kharchulu pedathaanu, nuvvu college fees la matuku sarduko ani dhairyam cheppindi.
Ilaa prathi okkallu, adugadugunaa naaku vaalla amrutha hasthaanni andinchaaru kaabatte nenu,naa biddalu ee roju happy gaa comfortable gaa vunnaamu.

Ippudu cheppandi ammadanam anedi okka aadavaallakenaa vundedi? Manasu vunde prathi okka manishilonu vuntundi. Manam kaavaalanukune vaallandarilonu vuntundi.

Nenu maa vaallu choopinchina ammadanam lo okka saatham annaa naa anukune vaallaku choopinchi vunte naa jeevitham dhanyam ayinatle ani naa nammakam!

Pencil chekkatam thelikundaane public exam ki ready

Nenu maa intlo andarikante aakharidaanni. Daani valla vachche laabhaalu anni baagaane anubhavinchaanu. Nannu kaapaadukundedaaniki, gaaraabam chesedaaniki naapaina amma,babu, iddaru akkayyalu,iddaru annayyalu.

School theravagaane pusthakaalu konatam,vaatiki neat gaa attalu veyatam, stickers antinchi perlu raayatam anthaa peddannayya pani. Migilina vaallaku koodaa alaa chesevaado,kaado naaku theliyadu.pencil chekkivvatam, pen lo ink poyatam anthaa vaadi pane.neneppudu vaadini alaa cheyamani adagaledu. Vaadi prema chinna chellelu paina. Nanneppudu Padma ani peru petti piliche vaadu kaadu. Ippatiki koodaà pilavadu. Yentha sepu bullemma, bulli, thalli ane,anthe!!

Naaku asalu pencil chekkukovatam raadu..vaadi bhayam yendante nenu pencil chekkuthu velu kosukuntaanemo nani.pareekshalante paper paina sariggaa lines geechi ivvatam,what not anni chesichchevaadu.

Nenu school final year ki vachchinappudu koodaa naaku pencil chekkukovatam raadu. Public exam ki mundara application fill up cheyyaali annaaru. Maa annayya chetha fill upcheyinchukoni vasthaanu ani cheppaanu sir ki. Pareeksha koodaa mee annayye raasthaadaa, ee application nee own hand writing thone vundaali ani vekkirinchaadu.

Inti vishayaaniki vasthe badi nunchi raavatam, konchem sepu aadukovatam,annam thini padukovatam.chaduvukovatam anthaa poddunne lechi, raathri thondaragaa pandukune daanni. Naaluguke lepamane daanni,ammai. Amma moodu nunchi melukonedi nannu naaluguki lepedaaniki. Padi nimushaalu pusthakam pattukogaane nidra. Malli gurgaka petti nidra poyedaanni. Pedda vaallaku nidra break ayithe malli nidra pattatam kashtam kadaa, amma melukune vundedi,naaku aa vishayam , aa ibbandi theliyadu appatlo.kaani amma malli alaane lepedi, visukkunedi kaadu. Oka rojannaa nijangaa meluchaduvukoka pothaanaa ani aasa ameku.

Pusthakaalu sardukovatam theliyadu. Amma moodo class daake chadivindi. Nenu English medium. Kaani aa pusthakam kanipinchaledu, ee pusthakam kanipinchaledu ani yedusthundedaanni. Okkokka pusthakam theesi choopinchedi,vanta pani anthaa maanukoni vachhi.moththaaniki akkayo,ammo, vethikichchevaallu.
Amma yentha intelligent ante. Annayya,akkayya vaallaku MBBS lo ye samvathsaram ye ye subjects vuntaayi,vaatillo yememi chebuthaaru, ye subjest yentha easy, ye subject yentha kashtam,ye professors,readers, lecturers collegelo yentha baagaa chebuthaaro anthaa thelusu.

Ye samvvathsaram clinicals start avuthaayi. Pharmocology ante yendi,SPM ante yendi, anatomy ,physiology lo yenni records vuntaayi anni thelusu.

Amma nijangaa bhoodevi laaga sahanam to, kopathaapaalu ante yendo asalu marchipoi, oka yagnam laaga nirantharam  yenni kashataalu vachchinaa,yenni kanneellu vachhinaa,anni kadupulo daachukoni,paiki mounamgaa, prasaanthangaa kanipisthu mammalani mundaraku nasipinchindi.ame maaku maargadarsakam anni vishayaalalo.

Manchukondalanu choosthu icecream thinte yelaa vuntundi?

Andukane paradise view point ki vellinappudu yemi kaavaali ante icecream kaavaali annaanu. Oka cinemalo ac room lo koorchoni icecream thintene kadaraa mazaa ani antaadu. Alaa annamaata.
Footof the mountainsdaggara koorchoni prakruthi ni aaswaadisthu ,ice cream ni chapparisthu  vunte mahadaanandamgaa vundindi.
Akkada ilaa raasunnaaru.ee mountains lo perige prathi chinna mokka,aaku alamulu anni koodaa ecosystem succesful gaa daani cycle ki udathaa. Hakthigaa sahakarincheve,kaabatti denni naasanam cheyakandi ani.akkadikochche taxonomists, botanical research scholars samvathsaram anthaa research kosam just 27 to 30 leaves matuke collect chesukuntaarata.ante yentha economy paatisthunnaaru. Nature ni disturb cheyakundaavundedaaniki yentha foresight tho vyavaharisthunnaaru. Manamemo yekangaa maanulanu maanulanu mantallo vesestaamu vanta cherakugaa. Vaadedaaniki. Mostly paper woodpulp tho thayaaru chesthaaru kaabatti,ee madhya save paper anedivaadukalokochchindi. Ante usage of paper veelayinantha thagginchukunte paryaavaranaa ikk antha manchidi.felling of trees nature lo vipareethaalu jarigedaaniki naandi. Vaanalu kuravatam first affect chesthaayi. Fertility of the land affect chesthaayi. Extremities like floods or famines vasthaayi. Vaati after effects gaa chaalaa nashtaalu,kashtaalu manaku vasthaayi. Vaatini tedurkune right,might manaku vundadu.

Kaabatti vollu daggara pettukoni bathikithe andariki man hidi.
Akkada ide raasaaru. Manaku tharatharaalanunchi pass on ayina ee sampadanu  manam mana tharavaathi generations ki koodaa manchi condition lo andisthaamu.vaallu koodaa ee prakruthini ilane,inthakante goppagaa enjoy cheyanisthaamu. Appudu vaallaku koodaa prakruthini yelaa bhadrangaachoosukovaali,bhaavi tharaalaku yelaa andinchaali ane jaagraththa.u chebudaamu.

Topography of mount Rainier

Mount Rainier sea level nunchi 14410feet height lo vundi. Memu ninna Paradise view point daaka vellaamu. Adi 5400feet height lo vundi.akkada nunchi trekking chesevaallu, camping chesevaallu start avuthunnaatu.winter lo aa place close chesthaaranta pulic ki. Uendukante aa pradesam anthaa snow tho kappabadi vuntundi.mount Rainier ni alaa daggargaa inkaabaaga choodaalante sunrise point, sunset point, indian point view ilaa inkonni vunnaayi. Daarilo memu Christine falls, Narada falls vunnaayi.

Naaku ayithe Narada falls ane peru choodagaane mana Naarada maharshi akkada yemainaa aagaadu yemo yeppudainaa thana aakaasamaargam lo veluthu veluthu anipinchindi
Mo than one thousand species of animals and plants akkada dorukuthaayanta.mount Rainier national park authority vaallu akkada archeologists, paleontologists, biologists,geologists ilaa chaalaa mandini  encourage chesthunnaranta vaalla vaalla research and studieslo.

Akkada vunde oka hare summerlo brown hair tho vuntundi,winter raagaane adi vadili white hair gow chesukuntundi ata. marmot anedi every thirty seconds ki freeze avuthundata, thana predator nunchi thappinchukunedaaniki.lichens rocks ni erode chesi soil form ayyedaaniki dohadam chesthaayi.different species of algia, fungi, mosses, ferns, gymnosperms, angiosperms, bushes, shrubs..what not! Anni kanipsthaayi manaku.

Actual gaa adi oka living volcano. Yppudainaa errupt kaavochchu. Kaani mundaragaane warningsignals isthundani scientists cheppaaru.akkadakkada appudappudu mud floods vasthaayi. Avi yentha suddengaa yentha severe gaa vasthaayante oka train vachchetappudu vachche sabdam vasthundi.kondala paina vunde matti, raallu, rappali ,burada oka type of concrete mix laaga avuthundi. Daani density ki boulders koodaa mungaleka daani paian thelusthu vasthaayi.adi pass on ayyetappudu pedda pedda maanulaku vunde bark, chetla aakulu anni kottukoni pothaayi. Burada encrustation form avuthundi.
Okarakangaa migilina mountains compar chesthe chaalaa young anta.antenature lekkalathocompare chesthe comparitive youth annamaata. Just 5000000 yeras old,anthe!akkada dehhent colored stones kanipisthaayi. But all are formed by the same and similar lava that came out when the volcano errupted. Deeniki kaaranam yendante time take for cooling and solidification of lava lo differences .cooling late ayye koddi air, moisture content, outside extrabodies sink in kaavataam kaaranaalu .
Modatlo Indians (manamu kaadu,local Indials)inhabit chesevaallanta aa pradesaalanu. Vaallu akkada dorike aakulu,fibre thoti buttalu allevaallanta.

Manamu yeppudu nature ni gouravisthaamo,appudu adi manalanu premisthundi,prothect chesthundi.manam prakruthini naasanam cheyatam,kalushitham cheyyatam,chinna choopu choodatam maanukovaali. Manam ee roju comfortable gaa gaalini peelchi bathukuthunnaamau, vaanalu sajaavugaa vasthunnaayi ante daaniki ee vruksha sampada mukhya kaaranam.
Manam yeppudu ecological balance ni tilt cheyakoodadu. Ozone .ayer lo holes yenduku paduthunnaayi, yenduku uv rays, infrared rays tho manamu yenduku adverse gaa affect avuthunnamante manalo ee awareness lopinchatam valane.

Vruksho rakshathi rakshithahani. Mana vaallu chebuthaaru kadaa! Mnam adi strict gaa
Paatisthaamu ani pramaanam cheddaam !

Mount Rainier ki visit

Pillalu vachchinappatinunchi theesukellaali nannu anukunna chotu.ninnatiki kudirindi.intlone chinthaoandu pulihorga, perugannam chesukoni vellaamu,akkada mana thindlu dorakatam konchem. Kashtam ani.

Daarilo Puallaup,Eatonville ane places vachchaayi. Konni points nunchi mountain baagaa kanipisthu vachchindi.akkadi nunchi Nisqualy river,mt.Rainier national park start ayindi. Entrance daggara vaallu daaniki sambandhinchi brochures ichchaaru.daantlo important points and view to be seen, how to ward off dangers, how to behave in wilderness anni tips ichchi vunnaaru.
Prakruthi odilo vundatam ante yendo akkada thelisinid. Chuttu kondalu madhyalo manamu.  Ye thattu choosinaa lush foliage,greenery,virulu,jharulu, vaagulu,vankalu, thataakaalu, pilla kaaluvalu, nadulu, jalapaathaalu,kondalu,konalu, loyalu,paayalu.....cheppanakkara ledu. Prathi malupu lo uedo okati ,mana kallanu, manasunu katti pade drusyaalu yenno,yennenno!

Yntha yeththuku poyaamu anukunnaa, aa mount Rainier was looming large at us,inkaa paiki paipaiki raa nannu kaluvaalanukunte annatlu vundi. Summer kaabatti konni chotla manchu ledu,. Konni chotla manchu yelaa vundante, chinna pillavaadu paalu olakaosukunnatlu vundi,amma ichcinavi vainamgaa thaagakundaa!
Kinda valley attadugu nunchi mountain tip daaka choosthunte yelaavundante, oka ammaayi aakupachcha paavadaa kattukoni vundi. Daanipaina akkadakkada yerupu,pasupu, violet rangula butaalu kuttukoni vundi. Nadumupainunchi thellani jacket ,pamite vesukoni vundi anipisthundi. Akkadakkada manchu karigina chota kanipinche thananadumu, chethulu laaga vundi.tip of the mountain paina chinna manchu thunaka oka chathram laagaa, godugu laaga vunnatlu vundi. Daanini thaakuthoone aakaasam! Yentha andangaa ,sundarangaa, manoharamgaa vundo cheppalemu.

Kaani nijaaniki naaku Sivuni daggaraku vachhinatlu vundi. Yendukantaaraa! Sivudu yeppudu Kailasa girullo, manchu kondalapaina vuntaadu ani kadaa manam anukuntaamu. Aa manchu kondalu ive nemo anipinchindi. Nenu aayana gadapa gaddara nilabadi vunnatlu oka paithra mayina bhaavana.
Yendukantaaraa,nenu Himaalayaalu, Kaanha jhungaa avi chooda galathaano ledo! Naaku ayithe nammakam ledu. Himam tho kappa badina ye konda ayinaa naaku Kailaasam tho lekka.

Aa mountains yentha majestic gaa, magnaanimous gaa,mighty gaa, marvellous gaa, muchchatgaa, muddu golipelaa, mounamgaa, maryaada gaa, malli malli choodaalanipinchelaa, mugdha manoharamgaa, muripemgaa,mukkanti nilayam laa,masi vaadakundaa,makutaadhipathyamgaa veluguthu,manasunu olalaadicthunnaayi.
Vaati mundara niluchunte manamentha, kon kiskaa laaga anipisthaamu. Mana puraanaallo chaduvukunnaamu,paatha rojullo parvathaalaku rekkalu vundevi ani. Idi kadalani rekkalatho, gambheeramgaa kanipinche garuda pakshi laaga gocharinchindi.
Prakruthi anedi yentha gambheeramainadi kadaa! Manamento mana asthithvamento manaku baagaa ardham ayyelaa chesthundi.adi yentha sthiramgaa vundi. Mana existance mahaa ayithe vanda yellu. Kaani adi tharaalugaa, yugaalugaa sthirangaa vundante chekku chedarakundaa yentha great!
Parvathaalaku praanam ledante yevvaru nammuthaaru. Daanipaina,daanini nammukuni jeevinche kotlaadi jeevaraasulu,vaati aayuraardhaalalo veyyo vanthu daaniki aapaadinchinaa yugaalu maarinaa,tharaalu maarinaa adi subhikshnagaa nilabaduthundi.
Unicellular,multi cellular organisms nunchi ,vand aadugula paina yedige pine trees ,black beras, wild life..yentha diversity kanipisthundi akkada.
Munulu ,saadhuvulu yenduku adavulaloki, konda konalloki velathaaro ardham ayindi. Akkada ayithe prakruthilo. Prakruthi tho manamu kooda mamekam kaavochchu. Ee anantha viswam lo manamentha  negligleble naluso manaku avagatham avuthundi kshunnamgaa. Daani valana garvam ,false ego, ilaanti negative feelings, attitudes anni pothaayi. Ee prakruthilo intha jeevakoti false egos, false presitges, false alochanalu, criminal attitude,vanchanam chese attitude lekundaa happy gaa bathaka galiginappudu, manamokkallame yenduku kasi, kaarpanyaalu, krodhaalu, kaththulu, kodavallu,kachchabothuthanam,kaalcheyyaalane dushta alochanalatho krungu krusinchi pothunnaamu?

Inka

Nammakam,determination...rendu aayudhaalu

Idi maa friend ki jariginA incident. Memu chinnappudu vaalla intlo vundevaallamu. Actual gaa vaalla chellelu maa class mate. Kaani vaalla akka ante naa,u ishtam. Andukani yekkuvagaa thanathote maatlaadedaanni.

Vaalla amma vaallu baagaa orthodox.SSLC kaagaane chaduvu aapinchi pelli cheyyalani try chesevaallu. Ee lopala yekkadainaa chinna chinna private udyogaalu cheyinchevaallu. Aada pillalu ante chinnappTi nunche vaallau pellillaku yememi ivvaalo okatokati ady chesukunevaallu.andulo Tamil Brahmins ki katnaala kante laanchanaalu yekkuva. Pillanu aththagaarintiki pampinchetappudu moththam A to Z pampinchaali. Aakhariki muttu chembu,chaapa tho sahaa!

Memu vaalla intlo vundagaane thana pelli ayindi.aa ammayiki abbayi puttaadu. Physical gaa weakgaa vundevaadu, mental gaa vaadi age ki thaginatlu vundevaadu kaadu.chaalaa chotla treatment ippisthuvundedi.
Yevaro chepparanta, roju satyanaaraayana vratham yenno rojulu chesthe bidda baagauthaadu ani.daily pooddunne lechi anni panulu chesukoni,vaalla husband duty ki vellina tarvaatha thanaku thagina reethilo satynanaarayana vratham chesukunedi. Maamoolugaa lower middle class family, vaalla husband oka s econdary high school teacher.

Chaduvukune tappudu yentha care free gaa, jovial gaa, appy gaa,navvuthu,navvisthu life nu chaalaa enjoy chesedi. Alaanti ammaayi bidda kosam inka ve vyaapakam yemi pettukokundaa ilaa chaalaa rojulu chesthu vundedi.

Thananu chaalaa yella tharuvaatha thulasaa puram mitta lone choosaanu. Vaalla modati paapa Maa Seenai class mate. Rendo vaadu chinnappudu baagaa lekundaa vundina vaadu. Vaau manchigaa ayi, medical representative ayyaadu ani cheppindi. Vaalla akka pelli koodaa vaade chesaadanta.
Ilaa cheppetpatiki naaku chaalaa santhosham vesindi. Vaadiki baagaa lenappudu yentha turmoil face chesindi.daani nammakame daanini, vaalla abbaayini kaapaadindi anipinchindi.
Aa trip lo vaalla intlo rendu vaaraalaaina vunnaanu. karakambadi ki transfer ayindi naaku. Illu vaakili choosukune daaka vaalla intlone unnnaanu.
Malli chaalaa yella tarvaatha Tpt ki gransfer ayinappudu RS Gardens ki vellaanu,kaani vaallu akkada leru ani cheppaaru. Tiruchaanur lo vunnaaru, aayana retire ayyaadu ani cheppaaru. M"li thananu kalavaledu nenu.

Vaanaa kaalam lo amma kashtaalu

Vaanaa kaalam vasthe chinnappudu amma bhale kashta padedi. Manchaala veedhi intlo gaali,veluthuru vachchedaaniki vantintiki,hall ki madhya paina kammulu vundevi.bath room koodaa anthe ceiling lekundaa paina inupa kammulu vundevi.memu yemo vaana ante hall daggarenilabadi poye vaallamu. Amma inka podduti nunchi aa thadilo atu itu thiruguthu vundedi. Saayanthram ayyetappatiki kaallu anthaa paasi poi aa noppiki jwaram vachchedi.

Maa babu mammalani ye pani cheyanichchevaadu kaadu. First chadvuvukovaali anevaadu. Ammatho strict gaa cheppevaadu yevariki ye apni cheppakoodadu, yemainaa help kaavaalante naake cheppu ani. Amma yevariki cheppedi kaadu,babu ki koodaa. Malli podduna lechi thadilo thiragaali, pNi chesukovaali.kaani raathranthaa aa madimalu,paadaala noppulaku alladipothu vundedi.

Tharuvaatha memu R S Gardens lopushpamma vaalla intlo vunde tappu koodaa ide problem.inti mundara matti,inti venakala matti,addadiddamgaa naapa raallu parichi vundevi. Akkada koodaa amma vaanaa kaalam vasthe ilaa kaali vellu,madimalu paasi, swelling vachchi noppiki baadha padedi. Annayya ,akkayya vaallu appatiki house surgency ki vachchaaru. Kaabatti sulphur tho chesina ointment ,yellow gaa vundedi thecchi ammaku kaallaku poose vaallu. Konchem relief vachchedi ammaku. Kaani malli maamoolu peocedure! Appatlo intlo vunde vaallu, adee amma vaallu cheppulu avu vesukoni thirige prasakthi ledu kadaa!

Oka roju rathri naaku baagaa gurthu vundi. Ammaku kaali vellu moththam swelling vachhindi. Mttelu irukkkoni poyaayi. Noppi bear cheyaleka poindi. Gila gila laaduthunnindi. Mettelu ivathalaki thiyyalemu, swelling valla unbearable pain! Appudu babu amma gila gila laaduthunnaa chinnagaa daaraalu mettela sanduloki doorchi vaatini vedalpu chesi theesesaadu.
Tharuvaatha amma konchem sthimithangaa padukondi.

Akkayya vaallaku public exams ayithe thellavaari moodu naalugu ku lechi, rotlo pachchallu chesi, doselu poorilu chesi akkayya vaallu college ki ready ayyetappatiki moththam ready chesevaallu. Am ma okkate cheyyaledani,babu pachchallu rubbivvatam,danchatam ,kooralu tharigivvatam chesevaadu.kaani maa chetha panulu cheyinchevaallu kaadu.

Amma ,babu vaallu antha kashta paddaaru kaabatte andaramu manchi positions ki vachchaamu later lifelo. Manchigaa chaduvulu abbaayi maakanthaa.

Dettol smell ante asahyam, heavy scents and perfumes ante bhayam

Naaku chinnappudu vere vaallu cheppukuntunte vinnaanu. Yevarainaa chachchothe body decoose avuthundi,kaabatti bad smell vasthundani.maa veedhilo okati rendu saarlu vere indlalo yevaro pothe , ghaatugaa smell vachchedi. Ade decmpose ayithe vachche smell anukune daanni. Aa smell yekkada bachchinaa naaku bhayam, chuttu pakkallo yevaro okaru poyi vuntaarani. Chaalaa rojula thauvaatha thelisindi yentante, bad smell raakundaa vaallu ghaatayina scents, sprays chuttu pakkallo challe vaallu. Aa. Smell ni death tho relate chesukunedaanni kaabatti bhaya pade daanni. Ippatiki aa aththarulu ,scents ante psychological gaa something wrong ani feeling automatic gaa.

dettol vishayaaniki vasthe, maa badilo ninth class nunche practicals cheyinchevaallu. Zoology practicals ante cockroach, frog paine kadaa general gaa chesedi. Kaabatti Hanumantha Rao sir dissection kaagaane dettol water thoti chethulu kadukkomane vaadu.

 Naa bad luck yendante zoology practicals yeppudu lunch break ki mundu vundevi. Dettol thoti chethulu kadukkunte yedo slimy gaa, frog mucous chethula nunchi ponatlugaa yedo gili. Daaniki thodu aa smell immediate gaa poyedi kaadu. Appatlo dettol soaps avi vundevi kaavu, ee solution thappa.parctical gaa aa rojanthaa annam sariggaa thina galige daanni kaadu. Anumaanaaniki chethulu vaasana choosukunedaanni,naaku inkaa dettol smell vasthunnatlu anipinchedi.

Tharuvaatha tharuvaatha ,college lo cherina tharuvaatha aa gili poindi.

Dood doodh peeth!

Deeni ardham yevarainaa maanava maathrulu kanukko galathaaraa! Idi prasnaku answer.
Bhramaramba school maarindi. Aa school chaalaa baagundani vaalla intiki vellinappudu cheppindi.inka naaku koodaa akkada cheraalani interest. Akkada paataalu baagaa chebuthaaru, English medium ivanni anavasaram. Thanu cherindi,nenu cheraali, anthe.
Intlo adigaanu. Babu oppukoledu. Yedchaanu, aligaanu. Moththaaniki babu vaallu oppukonnaaru.akkada ballo cheraalante pareeksha pass kaavaalanta.
Sare ani annayya vaallu theesukellaaru. Yedo pareeksha petaptaaru,anni subjects kalipi. Raasaanu. Hindi ki sambandhinchi konni prasnalu vesaaru. Dooda paalu thaaguthundi ane daanni Hindi lo raayamannaaru.
Aaro class ki vachchina tarvaatha English letters, Hindi varnamaala nerchukunna daanni, Telugu medium badilo . Naaku yemi antha thelsuthundi. Dooda nu hindi lo yenataaro theliyadu. Paalanu Doodh antaaru ani thelusu. Thraaguthundi ante peethaa ani thelusu ,kaani correct verbal form theliyadu. hindi grammar vanta batte stage raaledu kadaa.
Andukani simple gaa dood doodh peeth ani raasaanu.

intiki vachchina tarvaatha akkayya ,annayya vaallu ye prasna ku yemi samaadhaanam raasaavu ani adigithe cheppaanu. Andaru pagala badi navvaaru. Andaru fix ayipoyaaru,naaku inka akkada seat raadani. Kaani exam anedi just formality laagundi. Nannu join kammannaaru. Alaa Central school lo cheraanu. sanskrit koodaa Central school lo cherina tharvaatha nerchukunnaanu. radha vaallu Municipal school lone Sanskrit nerchukunnaaranta.  Kaabatti vaallu chaduvu lo naa kante ahead.

Kaani English Grammat, Hindi, Samskruthamu yedainaa naaku vachchaayi ante anthaa Raammoorthy , Sarma, Venkateswarlu sir la punyame.

Reverse sudi ante ilaa vuntundi!

 Yedainaa chethi daaka vachchi venakki, pothe yelaa vuntundo naaku baagaa thelusu. Yendukante jeevitham lo chaalaa sarlu aa situation face chesaanu. Andukane nijamgaa dakkedaaka nenu yelaanti hopes pettukonu. Aahaa vijayam chaalaa daggariki vachchesindi,inka naakenti ani Oh ! Ani fbeel kaanu.

Ilaa adrushtam addam thiragatam anedi chinnappude ruchi choosaanu.naluguri tharuvaatha puttina daanni intlo. Maa babu pedda jeetham vachche vaadu kaadu. Kaabatti vunna daantlo sardukovatam nerpaayi paristhithulu.almost yeppudu chinnakkayya guddalu naaku. Chinnakkayya kammalu naaku. Naakedannaa fresh gaa konaalante  padi saarlu alochinchevaallu yendukante naa tharuvaatha avi yevaru vaaduthaaru? Waste kahrchu ani feel ayyevaallu amma vaallu.
Chinnakkayya house surgency ayyedaaka paavadaa pamitelu vesukondi.kaani naa daggariki vachchetappatiki school ayipogaane cheeralu kattukomannaaru.paavadaa pamitelu konte naa tharuvaatha vesukunedaaniki yevallu chinna vaallu lerani. Ade cheeralu ayithe peddakkayyacheeralu,chinnakkayya cheeralu anni kattukovachchani.school ayina tharuvaatha koddi rojulaku cheera kattukoni school ki velithe aiwarlu andaru aascharyam gaa choosaaru nannu.

School lo oka saari Delhi ki velli represent chesedaaniki P B Padmaja nu,nannu select chesaaru. THillaana, swarajathi nerpinchaaru. Anthaa baagundi, dance dress school vaalle kuttinchaaru, dance gajjelu school vaalle konnaaru. Inka two or three weeks lo Delhi ki vellaali. Inthalo naaku conjenctivitis vachchindi. More than ten days vundindi. Badiki koodaa yeganaamam pettaalsi vachhindi kallaku sambandhinchindi kadaa! Andulo infectious and contagious kadaa!

Badiki vachchetappatiki scene reverse! Naa place lo Savithri ni paatalaku lect chesaaru. P B padmaja dance ki select ayindi.aa roju aa chance miss ayina daaniki ippatiki nenu baadha padathaanu. Naaku ishtamayina vyaapakaalalo dance okati. Alaantidi golden chance vasthe ill health moolangaa pogottukunnaanu.

Naaku first mark vachchindani neeku kullu!

Bhramaramba ,nenu aaro class nunchi firends.thanu central school lo cherindane nenu koodaa cherindi asalu.vaalla illu mitta veedhilo vundedi.general gaa thana kante naaku yekkuva maarks vahchevi. Kaani maa friendship daani valla effect kaaledu.thanu,nenumaa intlobharathanatyam nerchukune vaallamu. Dnce master maa intiki vachhi nerpinchevaadu.vaalla peddakkayya maa chinnakkayya class mate. Vaallu Kuppam nunchi vachchaaru. Hotel pettukoni vundevaallu.vaalla intloandaru naaku thelusu. Vaalla amma, naanna Narayana rao Gau, sisters,Sarala and Aruna, anna.

Oka saari science lo thanaku first mark vachchindi. Naaku second mark vachchindi.nijangaa nenu thanaku first mak vachchindi ani mealousy feel kaaledu. Naaku thakkuva vachchinde,yenduku thappu chesaanu ani feel ayyanu.yedchesaanu koodaa.appuduchemistry lab lo vunnaamu.nannu choosi takee ani anesindi. Naaku first mark vachchindani nuvvu yedusthunaavu ani. Naaku oka kshanam arham kaaledu. Yendukante thanaki vachchindi ani kullukovaalani koodaa naaku theliyadu. Nenu anduku yedavaledu ani cheppaanu,kaani thanu nammaledu. Konni rojulu naatho maatlaada ledu.

Public exams daggariki vachchetappatiki badiki raavatam maanesindi.paapam ,asalu vishayam yenatnte vaalla father appatlo naxalite. Police lu aa vishayam kanukkune tappatiki under ground loki vellaadu. Hotel mootha padi poindi. Vaallaku jaragatam koodaa kashtam ayipoindi. Andari chaduvulu aagipoyaayi.
Vaalla naannanu encounter lo champesaarani vinnaanu.Bhramaramba paatalu baagaa paadedi.aaroblems vallane vaalla anna classmate ni pelli chesukundi, school ayipogaane.vaallu tharuvaatha Sriharikota lo vundevaallu.naa pelli ayina koththalo kondakani vasthe, thanu,vaalla husband tho kanipinchindi. Iddaru mogapillalu ani cheppindi.

Tarivaatha yeppudu meet kaaledu. Vaalla amma oka saari manchaala veedhilo kanipinchindi.vaalla abbayiki Tpt lo udyogam vachchindi ani. bhramaraamba baagundi ani cheppindi.ippudu vaallu anthaasafe gaa  securedgaa happy gaavunnarani,vundaalanikorukuntunnaanu.

Avva! Avva! Avva

Class lo Jagadeeswara reddy vundevaadu. Aa abbaayiki nenante yenduku kopamotheliyadu. Arts college ground lo Pt period lo aaduthunte oka saari nannu yekkirinchaadu avva!avva!ani. Aa abbaayi paina chaalaa kopam vachchindi appatlo.

Tharuvaatha chaalaa yella tharuvaatha TPT nunChi Nlr pothu vunte bus lo kanipinchaadu. NLR lo pani chesthunnanani cheppaadu. Appatiki pelli ayi pillalu koodaa. Aa abbaayiki nannu yekkirinchina vishayam koodaa gurthu vundi vundadu.chinnappudu paniki raani panulu chaalaa chesthuntaamu kadaa!

Aa madhya old students association TPT lo jariginappudu kalisaadu.NLR lo Putta veedhilo sontha illu kattukoni vunnaanu ani cheppaadu.

Appatlo Indira, vaalla thammudu Raghu Nath reddy vunde vaallu. Aa ammayi naaku manchi friend appatlo. Vaalla intiki veluthunde daanni. Aadukune daaniki. Vaalla amma,naanna vaallu koodaa chaalaa manchi vaallu. Aadi vaaraalu aadukuntu chaala sepu vaalla intlo vunte aame annam time ayithe annam pettedi andarini koorchobetti. Vaalla indla lone Amrutha valli ,Bhujamga Rao sir vaallu baadugaku vundevaallu.
Monna kalisinappudu thelisindi. raghu nath Reddy advocate ayyaadu.Indira Vaalla husband paapam accident lo aa madhya poyyaadu ani. Aa ammayi depression lo vundi ani Rghu balavanthangaa thananu aa meet ki theesukuni vachchaadu.

ram Prabhu koodaa vachchaadu.actual gaa Sreedhar, Ram prabhu vaallu govinda raja swamy gudi daggara nunchi vachchevaaallu. Vaalla intlo maa amma vaallu naa chinnappudu baadugaku vunde vaallanta. ram Prabhu maa chinnannayya lass mate. Kaani health problems valla mana class lo cheraadu. Fits vachchevi aa abbaayiki.thanu ippudu Bhaashyamschool lo english teacher. english grammar paina book raasaadanta. great kadaa!health problems ni overcome chesukuntu, jeevitham lo paiki raavatam ante.

Decomacy in India

Meeru chadivindi correcte! Decomacu ne!
Oka saari maa school lo elocution competition pettaaru.topic yendante ,democracy in India. Peddannayya baagaa raasichchaadu.baagaa kantastham pettaanu. Annayya cheppindi baagaa nerchukunnaanu kaani nijaaniki daania ardham thelusukoledu.

Next day afternoon andaru assemble ayyaaru oka room lo. Okalliddaru maatlaadaaru. Naa turn vach hindi. english sir , Bhujaga rao sir koorchoni vunnaaru. Vaalla pakkana nilabadi start chesaanu. Spected teachers, my dear brothers and sisters. Todays topic is  omacy in India ani start chesaanu. Cheppagaane nenu tappugaa pronounce chesaanuani the
Isindi. Democracy ani annaanu. Topic sariggaa cheppaleni vaallaki aa subject paina maatlaade arhatha ledanukunnaaru. Gammuna stage digi vellipommannaaru. Andaru navvaaru. Naaku yedupu, alaa erchukundi chinna mistake ki asalu cheppe chance pogottukunnani baadha, avamaanam ayipoindi.
 Intiki vachhi chaalaa yedchaanu. Annayya nerpichchindi anthaa nerchukunnaanu,kaani topic peru cheppatam lo jumling laaga chese tappatiki asaluke mosam vachchindi. Prize ivvaka poinaa kaneesam malli start chesi maatlaade daaniki chance ichchunte baagunnu .kaani ivvaledu.

Kaani naaku konchem concession aa year end vachchindi. Aa sam athsaram school magazine release chesaaru. Andaru students contribute chesaaru. Andaru cheththo raasi ,bommalu vesi ,kavithalu raasi patlo chaalaa creative gaa release chesaaru. Daaniki nenu maa annayya raasichchina democracy in India topic ichchaanu. Adi daantlo appear ayindi. Adi naaku consolation prize laaga feel ayyaanu.

Aiwaarlanu yediristhe yevariki nashtam?

Adoloscence vachchindi.student is a student kadaaa,whether child,adoloscent or youth.yevarini choosinaa kopam, visuku chiraaku.oorikine yedupu vachchedi. Ontarigaa vundaali ani pinchedi. Intlonunchi vellipovaalani vundedi. Ykkadikellaalo theliyadu. Badiki thondaragaa vachchi primary sections vunde sheds ki paina kampalu , pitchi mokkalu vundevi. School coound lone. Akkada okka daanne naalo nene maatlaadukuntu prayer time daakaa nadusthu vundedaanni.
Yevaru yenduku alaa chesthunnavani adagaledu. Adi thappo kaado naaku theliyadu.

Physics aiwaru maa pakkintlo vundevaadu. Yeppudu vaalla intiki aadukune daaniki pothunde daanini. Vaalla bharya,Rajya Lakshmi, Vaalla chellelu Aravinda, vaalla thammudu, chinna biddalu Saanthi,Kranthi vundevaallu.
Oka saari home work lo lekka thappu chesthe correct ani tick kottaadu. Ade lekka monthly test lo ichchaadu. Nenu home work lo yelaa chesaano atlaane chesaanu. Aayana pedda intu mark kotti  aa lekka ku marks ivvaledu. Nenu velli adigaanu.lekka thappu chesaavu annaadu. Home work note book lo aayana ade lekka ki tick kotti di choopinchaanu. Akkada right kottinaa lekka tappu kaabatti marks ivvanu annaadu.

Naaku kopam vachchindi. Aayana chesina mistake ki nenu yenduku suffer kaavaali ani. Naaku chaalaa anyaayam jariginatlu feel ayyaanu. Aayana kaavaalane nannu mislead chesaadani pinchindi. Kaani actual gaa aayanaku nannu baadha pettalani intention ledu. General gaa sirs home work chaalaa casual gaa correct chestthaaru kadaa! Alaane chesaadu. Lekka thappu chesthe pareekshalo marks ivva ledu kaabatti ivvaledu. Antha visaalamgaa alochinche manasu ledu,vayasu ledu.
Antha daakaa aayana yekkada kanipisthe akkada good morning, good afterrnoon, good evening cheppina daanni, aayana kanipisthe kopam gaa moham petti,pakkaku thippukunedaanni.

Paapam, aayana yemi anevaadu kaadu. Aa topic asalu theesukuni vachchevaadu kaau. Andaritho laagaane naa thoti behave chesevaadu. Konni rojulaku naaku naake anipinchindi,nenu thappu chesthunnanemo ani. Aayana chesina mistake kante nenu pedda vaallani gouravinchaka povatam pedda blunder anipinchindi. Tharuvaatha maamoolu ayyaanu.

Aayana Padmaja,Sailaja vaallaku, maa class vaallaku oke saari classes theesukune vaadu konni sarlu.appudu yelaa vunde vaado,ippudu atlaane vuntaadu aayana. Maname musali vaallamu ayinatlu vuntundi. Antha smart aayana!