Senesence lo philosophy

Nenu maa amma ,babu laku aakhari daanni. nenu ee madhya retire ayyaanu. aakhari daanni kaabatti retire ayinaa maa intlo vaallaku bullemmanu,thalli ne.Maa babu appudappudu nee peru yendi? mee aththa gaari peru yendi? maa aththa gari vooru yedi ? ani aduguthuntaadu.paapam ,babuki gurthu vundatam ledu. ani memanthaa baadha paduthuntaamu. kaani alaa banune kaadu,manala gurinchi maname jaali padaali ani thelisindi naaku. Nlr ki shift kaavaalanukuntunnaanu. inka okkokkati ikkada wind up chesukovaali kadaa!madyaahnam vunnattundi mood vachchindi ,branch ki velli locker surrender chesesi,oka letter posting ku vunte adi courier boy vasthe pampinchamani dabbulu ichchesi vasthaamu ani ready ayyaanu. Purse lo choosthe ledu. pani leni melam kadaa ippudu nenu.ooorikine panoleni mangali vaadu pilli thalagorigina saametha laaga voorikine purselu maarusthunnaanu,bayataku velletappudu. sare ani intlo vunde purse lanni open chesi choosaa. yekkada kanipinchaledu. nenu US nunchi vachchina tarvaatha locker keys purse lo vesukoni branch ki vellaanu. kaani operate cheyakundaa return ayyaanu. Nlr ki vellakamundu keys purse lo vesukunnaanaa,nlr nunchi return ayina tharuvaatha branck ki theesukellaanaa gurthu ravatam ledu.Nlrki velle mundu purse lo vesukoni vunte, key yekkadannaa padipoyindi yemo. purse anthaa gandara golangaa,raamandhaali gaa vuntundi. purse lo nunchi yedainaa theesedaaniki yethukuthu bayataku laage tappudu yekkadannaa padipoyindi yemo.Tension ayipothundi. yemi ardham kaavatm ledu. yentha burra baddalu kottukunnaa gurthuki raavatam ledu. general gaa maree lopalapette opika lekapothe cheerala kinda general gaa pedathaamu kadaa. atlaa choosaanu. parpulu idilinchaanu, kitikilalo choosaanu. inka naaku chetha kaaledu. inka devudi paina bhaaram vesaanu. swamy,naaku yekkada pettaano gurthu raavtam ledu.yekkada pogottukunnaano ardham kaavatam ledu. naaku ee paniki maalina tension lekundaa,aa key naaku thondaragaa kanipinchetatlu cheyyi ani dannam pettukoni,vethakatam maanesaanu.gammuna koorchunnaanu. fresh gaa yemainaa gurthu vasthundaa.leka pothe pothe inko saari konchem sepu thaali exhaustive gaa vethukuthaamu ani. oka one hour full gaa relax ayina tharuvaatha,beeruvaalo guddalu anni jaagraththagaa okkokkati ivathalaku theeyatam start chesaanu.general gaa nenupette chota yemiledu. half hearted gaa,sagam sagam chooda koodadu. leka poinaa full gaa choosthe,repu Jayamma ku cheppi mancham kinda choodavachchu ani second row ivathalaki theeyatam start chesaanu. anthaa thesina tharuvaatha oka bujji black purse kanipinchindi. sare ani casual gaa chosi open chesaanu. daantlo daakkoni vundi bujji munda. Naaku adi choosinaa kaani yeppudu aa bujjipurse lo pettaanu,yeppudu beeruvaalo pedaa purselo nunchi theesaanu,yemi gurthu ledu.naaku intha mathi marupaa. naake avamaanam gaa vundi. pedda thelivi gala puskini anukuntu vuntaanu. yevaru anukoka poinaa. alaantidi naaku naake realisation kaavatam chaalaa humiliating gaa vundi. ee lekkana thombhai aidu yella maa babu nee peru yendi ani adigithe adi perfectly normal question ani thelisipoindi. maa babu kante naake senility thondaragaa vachchinatlu saakshyaadhaaralatho thelipoindi. inka ramakoti raasukunnatlu prathi chinna vishayam important anedi onti paino,goda paino,pusthakam lono raasukovaali. kaani oka doubt vundi, avasaram ayinappudu goda choodaalaa,onti paina raathalu choosukovaalaa,veyyi pejeela grandham refer cheyyaala anedi question mark. palaanaa ani thelisinaa ye goda, yevari ollu, ye pusthakam anevi pedda dharmasandehaalu gaa nilichi pothaayemo inka!