Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Aham brahmaasmi!

Aham brahmaasmi ani samskrutham lo oka vaakyam vundi.deeni ardham nene brahmanu ani.brahma ante srushti ki kaarana bhoothudu.antha sakthi saamardhyaalu naalo vunnaayi ani.aham ante garvam,ahankaaram anukuntaamu,manam.kaani aham ante nenu ani ardham.nenu,naadi,naathone,naa lone ane bhaavanalu manalo athisayaanni,garvaannienchuthaayi.mana out look ni narrow chesthaayi.ee srushti lo prathidi naadi,anthaa naa vallane jaruguthundi anukovatam moorkhathvam.manaku alaa anipisthundi denikante...physical gaa chaalaa acts maname chesthaamu kanaka. Kaani actual gaa aa acts jarigedaaniki paristhithulu,prakruthi,manasu,aathma anni sahakarinchaali right time lo.veetillo ye okkati kalasi raaka poyinaa,mana prayathnaalu vrudhaa avuthaayi.daanne manam adrushtam ani muddugaa piluchukuntaamu. Nenu,naadi anukunnantha sepu,manishi alochanaa vidhaanam maaradu,aathma samskaaram kalagadu.prakruthilo,ee srushti lo deni paina mana sole and whole rights levu.andaritho kalisi manamu anubhavisthunnaamu.bharya,biddalu,bhartha mana vaallu anukuntaamu.kaani prathi individual ki yedo oka manishi thote relationship vundadu.he has to play many roles while living in this world...of friend,foe,stranger,son,brother,father,emoplyer,employee,good,bad....ilaa naanaa rakaalugaa.gaali peelusthaamu,neeru vaadukuntaamu,nippu vaadu kuntaamu....avi mana okkari soththu kaadu.kaani podduna lechi neella kosam thagavulu,bhoomi kosam,thindi kosam,equality kosam,bhukthi kosam,mukthi kosam,rights kosam,justice kosam,nyaayam kosam,premala kosam,dhveshaala kosam paakulaaduthu vuntaamu.ee nithya poru lo manam yendi,mana asthithvam yenti,manam yenduku vachchaamu,yemi chesthunnaamu,yelaa chesthunnaamu,yeppudu chesthunnaamu...asalu mana jeevithaalaki oka purpose yemainaa vundaa,ledaa?vunte marchipoyaamaa?ledani careless gaa,oka disaa nirdesam lekundaa,gaali ki yegire yengili aaku laaga ayipothunnaamaa? Asalu yentha sepu petty thagavulu,prestiges...that too false prestiges kosam jeevitham anthaa vrudhaa chesukuntaamu.ayina vaallani andarini dooram chesukuntaaamu.bathikinantha kaalam yeda moham,peda moham gaa vuntaamu.vaallatho gadipina manchi rojulu gurthuku raavu,bitter situations malli malli nemaru vesukuntu bathikesthaamu.manushyulu poina tharuvaatha yedusthaamu....adee hollow gaa.yendukante nijam premalayithe bathikundetappude reconcile ayivundevaallamu kadaa. Asalu introspection chesukundaamu ane alochana raane raadu.antha free time dorakadu kadaa....oollo vaalla thappulu vasthra kaayitham pattaali kadaa.gurivinda saametha laaga manam manaku chaalaa perfect gaa kanipisthaamu....manalo yeduti vaallaku anni lopaalu yenduku kanipisthaayo ardham kaadu,yentha alochinchinaa.chivaraku decide avuthaamu vaaaku manam ante kullu ani.kaani nippu lenide poga raadukadaa.manalo nijangaa ye thappu leka pothe antha mandi point out cheyaru kadaa.adi yenduku ardham chesukomu.nishpakshapaathangaa assess chesi yenduku manalanu manam sari ayina maargam lo pettukomu? Aatma prathi okkarilo vundi.paramaathmanu cheraalante manalo vunde aathmanu grahinchaali,daani vuniki ni gurthinchaali,daani saayam theesukovaali.manalo vunnatle yeduti vaadilonu vundani thelusukovaali,gouravinchaali.appudu acceptance easy gaa vasthundi.andaru okate,samaaname ani ardham avuthundi.appudu existance easy avuthundi.yeduti vaadu thappu chesthe,manaku kashtam kaligisthe manam sorry demand chesthaamu.ade manam thappu chesthe,yeduti vaallaku manavalla haani,kashtam kaligithe,sorry cheppedaaniki yenduku antha feel avuthaamu.ikkadi nunchi akkadaki yentha dooramo,akkadinunchi ikkadiki anthe dooram kadaa.antha simple arithmatic mana burralaku yenduku thattadu? Brahma ante bhagavanthudu ani ardham kadaa.manam devudu ayithe mana chuttu prapancham anthaa daivam tho nindi vundi.kaabatti manalanu manam gouravinchukundaamu,yeduti vaallanu gouraviddaamu.

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